Woolaalaa Willynn

Tying Up Loose Ends

2012-01-11T01:14:00.000+08:00

I am totally drained out and is in amidst of tying up all my loose ends back at work and etc. My own husband is on leave on 16 & 17 January 2012 and will be embarking on his new journey as a 32-ish guy on 15 January 2012. I am not joining him for any holidays this time round for the same old reasons, too much work and I can't afford to take any leave now. Why do I need to compromise although I wanted to take leave badly to spend time with Maomao & Andrealynn dear.

Time flies and Maomao is soon, 2 years old this year. I had taken a picture of her today and it melt my damn heart, as this angle, she looks like me, somehow or rather.

On another hand, I am seriously not bias. LOL. I love my Andrealynn dear too. LOL, she's forever that smiley. I wish that I can adopt her smile no matter how I am, where I am and whatever situation I am in. No matter what... I want both of my girls to grew up "Chic" & "Angelic" (as written on their bibs).

And in any case, I just need to pray very hard that they don't inherit the wimpy me in them. :) I wish the best for both girls and ta-da, MUMMY LOVES YOU! :)

I just wanted to have my Wednesday, 11th January 2012 blocked out nicely to spend time with both of them. Hmmmm. Ohyes, mummy-in-law birthday today! Happy birthday motherrrrrr.

After I got married, I realised the importance of family. I am thankful for whom my parents and siblings are. Nevertheless at times we bicker but at the end of the day, they are someone who will really be there for me when I need them. Love you all~

On a random note, I wonder if I had any courage to celebrate Mothers' Day this year. Perhaps, I should try celebrating it with my best pal of all pals, FISH! :) iloveyouasawhole! :)

LOL. Till date, bless everyone and happy lunar new year in advance! :)

In Form of Beauty - Looks

2011-12-24T02:21:00.001+08:00

Everyone would just want to look beautiful however looks are not everything. No doubt it strikes a first impression of someone thus everyone would just need max 3 secs to make that first impression. Well, guess what, beautiful people ain't beautiful just purely based on their visual appearance, what matter most is still their character. An ugly person can still be beautiful as long with a kind heart.

Ok, bottom line, I was viewing through tons of my pictures last time and realised that I had changed alot. Perhaps, I am trying my best to get back this look:

Look, exactly like a year back or so and I changed so much. It seems like how my job and studies had take its toll on me. LOL.

Night everyone!

Modelling

2011-12-20T01:13:00.004+08:00

WARNING: PLEASE EXIT THIS PLACE IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE AS UNGLAM (OR RATHER EXPLICIT) PICTURES WILL BE SCREENED.

I had rejected to take part in Mrs Singapore Universe contest next year, finals on 31st March at Orchid Country Club for some reasons.

1. I had told myself not to go into modelling again.
2. Personal reasons as my in-laws do not like it.
3. I think I am not appealing enough.

It's just not the time to go back to modelling again. Definitely not in this shape. Although ROUND is still a shape. No way I am going back on stage in just lingerie.

I lost that confidence on that stage, again and again... Sometimes I wonder how did I ever did it. Marriage and having kids changed me. I begin to strike a conscious awareness about my image. Perhaps I am not up to the role however, I do not really regret over the fact that I joined that FHM competition. Although it somehow shaped my image now but still, I managed to know 9 wonderful ladies (this is my only contentment) and this competition shows me the dark side of the modelling business and how disgusting men, lecherous ones can be.

Gosh. I googled myself and suddenly I came to a point why I never want to go for big curls ever again in my damn life because it reminds me of my FHM days.

I wonder why the hell did I manage to pose for such pose. Perhaps it should be a closed door event where only my husband will know the real me. HAHAHA. (Cum'on, I had 2 kids please).

And perhaps...

INDULGENCE?

MAYBE... NOT.

Oh yes, maybe the only thing I missed from modelling would be the indulgence in HEELS. Simply loves it. ^^ I miss my 4 inches. Arghh...

Little Thoughts

2011-12-19T00:25:00.001+08:00

Well, it's 19 December soon and it would only be 12 days left to the final countdown and how I wish I could just get it over and done with.

I had inevitably changed the fonts back to Georgia as I think it would be easier for alot else to read. Buddy had embarked on her trip with her colleague to Malaysia and I am so envy that I just want to take some days off and go with her. I seriously need a short break to recharge my energy.

I realised that my blog is getting very wordy and it lacks pictures for people to drool on (HAHA!).

Ok some pictures for people to scream over (as if):

Me and Miss Little Dolly, doned in Toy Story - Jessie tee shirt. It's a mummy and daughter thing and hello, I am not bias ok, I got one for Baby Andrealynn and apparently, she can't fit in now because it's overdressed and too long for her. ^^ I can't wait for the day where I go shopping and etc with my daughters... WOOHOOO.

Taken on 18 Dec (today), at Grandma house. Look at my haggard face, I had not been sleeping well and it's like I had woke up at 7am for an event today. And not forgetting I had a meeting last night and... Anyway Andrealynn had shaved her head because my parents and parents in laws were complaining about her baby hair is bad luck and etc... Whatever, I just shaved on spite of "anger" in order to pacify people and therefore I am so sorry about it, BB!

My husband is damn curious on what do I exactly do when I am online and blogging. Well my routine would be:

Blog reads my favourite bloggers

These four are my MUST reads every time I log on. :) Well the above links are not exactly in order but I never failed to follow them everywhere I go. :) And yes,I do blog hop every now and then to catch up with the latest of other bloggers and etc... Then after that, I would log on to do some:

Blog Shopping

Most of the time linked from Beatrice, ZR and etc... And my favourites recently are Volupza!, LolliepopBestie (as usual) and etc... No fix blogshops but I just browse through what's available. Oh yes and please support: www.ILoveLinn.com ah! :)

Of course, I check my email, pay bills and read news online. Basically I had a boring cyber life. I rather spend time with my daughters (that would be the most reasonable excuse for the lack of updates huh hur?)

Speaking of which, its rather late and I should just turn in to wake up and prepare for my meeting tmr. :)

It's POT LUCK for god sake. :) Update soon on... MY COOKINGGGGGGG.

P.S: Mr Banana was really nice as he had decided to cook dinner for my family on Saturday night when I get some rest back home. :)

COUNTDOWN 2012

2011-12-15T17:15:00.000+08:00

Yes, I am ~~dead~~ busy recently. I realised my time management at times sucks as most of the time, I am at work, drifting off to elsewhere. Not sure what's the main reason but I had somehow resort out my motivation to work.

LET ME KNOW IF ANYONE WANTS TO GO FOR THIS EVENT OK?
You will get to see me in person. (Ok fine, I know no body cares).

Email me via willynn.ng@gmail.com. Thank you~

On the personal note,

Whatever, I just like the way it is now and I'm loving it. :)

I wonder if anyone still read this space of mine. But some things to follow up:

I HAVE CONQUER MYSELF AND DONE LASIK WITH SHINAGAWA LASIK CLINIC at Wheelock Place. I guess this is the THIRD best decision I ever made in life so far. The first one was to have Maomao, the second is to have Andrealynn and now this. LOL.

You guys must be wondering why my life doesn't revolve my husband. Well, somehow or rather I am quite amazed. We don't stay together except weekends when I need to bring my daughters back to my in-laws place and our routine right now and before was I will only see him ONCE a week or maybe not. Best part, his office and mine are like 5 minutes away and etc... Ok, bottom line, we are still happily married (HAHA!) and still we managed to have 2 kids and counting...

Seriously, absence makes our heart grew fonder I guess. And well, maybe not. We are just 2 energizer bunnies who are ~~real-god-damn-busy~~. Great I should be digging my heads into my event right now back at work but god knows, I am doing a saint job for a moment... That's blogging.

I call it a saint job not because I am a saint just to type all these but it made my thoughts grew clearer and more vivid as I load the "burdens" off.

WOOHOOOO. This is great. Anyway, I want to catch the Muppets or any movies, so anyone is in for a date? Please drop me a tinker.

Thank you. God bless and have a great day everyone.

/dance in circles and jellyfish movements. (Gotcha laugh! DDDDDDe-stressed peeps!)

December

2011-12-09T11:05:00.000+08:00

Well I guess the motivation for me to write had decreased with all the workloads and etc. Okay fine, I had been finding all sorts of excuses for me to pen down my thoughts at this very pathetic place of mine. Time flies, it's December and I had been telling myself, THANK GOD I SURVIVED.

November was a splendid one just for a simple reason because it's MY BIRTHDAY MONTH. Many things happened and I am glad that it turned out to be the way it is.

In a few weeks time, we will be embarking into the new year with new resolutions (again) and hopes... This time round, I just hope that it would be the last of me to go through IT*.

*Shall reveal soon if not, please stick close to my Facebook Updates.

Speaking of which, I had neglected my lovely twitter due to time constraints. Arghhhh...

Just so many things to do and I contemplated over if...

I shall write a long one this time.

The verdict: Simple, Short & Sweet.

Stay close. Winks*

N.O.V.E.M.B.E.R

2011-11-01T11:13:00.002+08:00

Oh great~ It's November. 2 more months and we will embark into the new year 2012. And also... It's 23 days to my BIRTHDAY.

/pop champagne and fireworks.

I love November because it's always the holidays season. Like WOW. December and everyone is so mood-less to work. And also, I had been going to work with bad hair day and a naked face. Can't be bother to do much nowadays.

As I don't even need to dress up for work. Always in uniform. HAHAHAHA. Ok, anyway, another thing... My brother is embarking on his new career, doing wallpaper business.

Some of his very very chio designs to share:

Selling Exquisite European Wall Paper In Asia - turning ordinary houses into homes with true representations of creative designs. By using our wallpaper as wall coverings, we are able to change visual perspectives on vertical planes, thus ‘bringing life onto your walls’ which is our motto. A distributor of a wide range of wallpapers from Belgium. We carry 2 known brands in the region, Wall Fashion and Wall ID, each having its own unique identity and characteristics to suit every style. Our wallpapers have gone through rigorous testing and are certified to be fire-retardant. Our wallpapers also have their own ºUnique 3S Quality Standardsºffº – Seamless, Shadeless and Scratchfree. Having seamless design, enables us to clad existing walls with minimal join lines visible while being shadeless and scratch-resistant, creates a clean, durable and enhanced look to your wall. Get it now for an affordable price that you won't turn down before the deal is gone! Good price don't wait for people..

ANYONE INTERESTED, PLEASE CALL/ ENQUIRE WITH MARCO NG AT 90274142 OR EMAIL TO MARCO.NG@THEWALLSOCIETY.COM

Thanks~ :) Just hope that he excel in this line and best part, saw few of his samples. Damn chio and the quality is damn good. I got tempted but I got no house yet. :(

Anyway... Side track a little on my 2 darlings...

I had put them together to bond every now and then. Apparently I snapped this shot as Baby Andrealynn is holding onto Maomao's hand and Maomao had then do a VICTORY sign. :) Wonderful kids, ain't they? :)

Anyway it's Halloween yesterday. Spent my time at home with DA Maomao and XIAO Maomao. Heehee, bonding session is always fun. I look forward to more. :)

MONDAYYYYYYYYYYYY...

2011-10-31T17:54:00.000+08:00

Weekends are loves as I get to spend time with my daughters and of course my wonderful hubby. I did not shed a single tear yesterday. It was so far, so good.

I believed perceptions can be changed, what matter most is if we took the effort to change it. :) Anyway, the above I had attached a photo of a bonding session between my daughters and daddy. Can see that Maomao is forever like me, always camera-ready and not camera-shy. Andrealynn is like her daddy always, shielding herself from the camera and...

Relax. Sometimes I wonder and if I am able to take it, all the fast pace momentum. Live my life and loving it~ However I had a different plans next year to embark on a new journey. :)

Shall reveal it once time is ready.

Side note, I AM NOT PREGNANT nor switching career. HAHAHA~

And I think I need to change the way I speak, omit the word, Maomao in front of everything. LOL.

Halloween

2011-10-30T16:57:00.000+08:00

After I had my wonderful baby girls, I had forgo this occasion, Halloween. Time flies and soon, on 24 November, I will be 23. WOW~ 2 more years and I will be a quarter of the century old and next year would be the Dragon year. I wonder how it is like...

My Father-in-Law had called for a family meeting. The last time he did was on Mothers' Day back in May and it left me tearing real hard... And this time round, I will not be a wimp anymore... I will survived all crude remarks and many more. I feel this whole thing was crappy. I had no idea why he would want to force everyone to sit down and listen to him, blabbing but whatever, blame it on the patriarchy system he set. And F.M.L.

His character seems to fit in this Halloween mood as it's unpredictable, hazy and it's crappy. I was wondering... Maybe he just wants me to hate Halloween as much as I do not wish to celebrate Mothers' Day from this year on. Everytime I thought of the Mothers' Day when everyone supposed to be happy and embracing in this celebration mood.

I HAD TO FACE ALL CRAPS. PENALIZED AS IF I DO NOT WORTH ANY CENTS.

I need strength to keep me through this. And apparently 2 of my kids are my strengths. I wasn't bought up in such a pathetic system. In my family, everyone say their own views and we respect each others' views and acceptance is the key. In here, crap.

WHATEVER WE SAY IS NOT FINAL. Or rather we are turned a deaf ear. OR perhaps the meeting today will be something happy... Who knows for sure? LOL.

I would be glad if it's something happy. Thank god. I will get to see some lights. Anyway I JUST CANT WAIT TO MOVE OUT FROM THIS UNHAPPY PLACE.

And sometimes I wonder... If a divorce will really helps. If it does, I do not mind. I seriously do not mind.

Thank god.

Shall prepare my armor shield now for the battle later. I will be defenceless as I had always been...

Weapon-less.

Back At Work

2011-10-29T21:23:00.003+08:00

Great, I went back to work on 10th October and things had been great but still, busy. No time to clear my so-called leave and etc... Holy molly, so many things to do but I hope it would be fulfilling for me.

WHY? Because I begin to realise alot of things as I don't really see it last time. Or maybe I do see it but I decide to turn a blind eye to it. Oh well, shall let God shed me some light to see my path.

Some happy moments, I had just reach another milestone of mine. WHY? And perhaps the next would be to get a condo or something... HAHAHA.

Another happy note, Maomao has 酒窩! I am so happy when I see this okay. At last, I know that my child had something that I don't and desperate wants it. I wonder if Andrealynn has it. Keeping my fingers crossed. Anyway, during my ML I had went to assist my sister to create a blog shop...

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Some pictures to share:

Babymaomao carry Babyandrealynn... This picture melts my heart. At least I know that the acceptance from Babymaomao is present by the act of cuddling her little sister. At last, although she will push her away after sometimes but... It's a good start. Well done my beautiful daughters...

(The yellow top I'm wearing can be found on www.ilovelinn.com)

Another picture taken at a friend's solemnization. Wishing them blissful marriage, till death do them apart. :) A happy marriage takes more effort in maintaining it and it's tougher than any job you can imagine...

Anyway, I will be real busy till end of the year thus I decide to make a few scheduled posts ahead. Just hope that my readers will not abandon me for who I am but what I written.

Just another note, you would realise from since I start to blog, I had always place banners on the sidebar and after revamping over and over again, there's this banner that I will never remove that that is:

However, the fiesty princess had passed on the last Friday, on 21st October 2011. The strong warrior as always as I had been a faithful follower of her blog. It's a pity that God took her away but still, in all our heart, we knew... Shes now in a better place from all these sorrows.

Our dear Charmaine, you had made wonders in life that no one will ever forget. Let's keep the fighting spirit on...

And also, my fellow readers, please continue to donate blood and platelets in honour of Charmaine Lim.

I can't imagine the pain Cyn had to go through. However she had gone great in this aspects despite having to make tough decision every now and then. With that, I gave her my full salute.

Life Thus Beary Beary Far

2011-09-23T21:23:00.001+08:00

As simple as it seems. Time flies. I am going back to work in 2 weeks time. Some pictures. I realised Maomao had sticked to me every now and then. I am going to panick when I return back to work.

Yes, HDB just launched its September BTO. This is shit because Punggol Waterway Woodcress looked impressive, shall save up to buy that commercial & residential mix beside it in the coming future.

Shall blog about Buddy's Surprise Birthday & Proposal Party in the next post. ^^

PEEKTURES YO!

2011-08-27T04:49:00.000+08:00

There's too many things that need to be back-dated thus I shall let the pictures do the talking. Do note that it might not be in proper order as of date taken. ^^

(Note: Caption below Photos.)

ON MAOMAO:

Decided to get a pouch to carry either Mao or Andrealynn because my back is breaking. And apparently someone decided to give me a day off thus he's then the nanny-of-the-day. ^^

Bought Maomao to KKH as she had some issues with ermmmmm... Shall not talk about it now. Apparently KKH had been my 2nd home for the month of July and August as I seems to be reporting at their A&E counter quite often. Gosh... Damn all virus.

Back from KKH and Mao's Cousins came for a visit. So nice right? No idea why are they smiling and Mao being grumpy about it. LOL. Perhaps, she had been real moody since the diagnosis of her condition had been confirmed. :(

My girl is down with fever due to the teething issues but she's a brave girl and she had did quite well with her terrible fetish - to bite people, gently. And also, she never fails to cheer me up despite her fever. Iloveyoubaby! ^^

Lantern festival is around the corner thus I bought her a Melody lantern with the default music. -.-" Apparently, I am stuck between choices like Doraemon & Hello Kitty but I refused to buy either one as Doraemon is not suitable for a ~~demure~~girl like her and I DO NOT LIKE HELLO KITTY. I only cats with mouth. Thankyouverymuch. I refused to get Hello Kitty in any possible ways. I will avoid it at all cause. HA! Unless either Maomao or Andrealynn tell me straight to the face that they like Hello Kitty and then I MIGHT consider to convert to a Kitty fan but now, NOPE. I am selective.

Ah girl just took her medicine, going to sleep. It's tormenting to see both Maomao or Andrealynn not feeling well but nevertheless, they are brave babies (bravier and stronger than me) that I seriously had only respect for them and of course, they are THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. What else will you expect? ^^

As you know that I have two kids and couldnt afford any risk to be taken thus I went to buy a car seat for Maomao/ Andrealynn and I placed all high hopes on Andrealynn for this because I didn't train Maomao since young thus I didn't expect her to sit still in there. Her facial expression shown it all. But apparently on 2nd try, she felt asleep in the car seat. HAHAHAHA. Tired Mao eh...

Most recent photo that she took my bag and carry it like me. Of course, she looks prettier and cuter as per compared to me lah... ^^ Her smile reminds me of someone. Hmmmm.

Shopping! And she can't wait to brush her teeth during the teething stage. Gonna train her when she has at least 6 - 8 teeths. Oral hygiene is important.

ON ANDREALYNN:

I got her to wear Maomao's clothes. Different feel.

Andrealynn testing out the car seat. And she's loving it. Shameonyoumaomao. LOL.

The girl who looks exactly like her dad.

Compare the two, you see the difference? I realise both have the same face shape except Andrealynn eyes and lips look like Alex Ong whereas Sharanne look like mine? WOOHOO. Anyway, both gonna grow up as babes. :)

End note: I am not bias towards Maomao because Andrealynn is a small baby right now and Maomao is at her fun stage thus I will take more pictures of Maomao as compared to Andrealynn.

But not to worry, soon, there will be more of Andrealynn's pictures~ And it's 2 more months before I go work my ass off again.

Lastly... It's a few hours more to elect the President of Singapore... Have you made a choice?

Credited to: Yahoo! Singapore

For me, I CAN'T DECIDE!

Till then, gonna grab some sleep. xoxo

Contradiction

2011-08-26T15:10:00.005+08:00

I AM HAPPY THAT I GOT A HOUSE. But not happy because it's not in Punggol or Sengkang but nevertheless, it's the best that I can ask for.

Saw the Asiaone News that:

HDB will launch 5,500 Build-To-Order (BTO) flats in September and 4,000 BTO flats in November.

HDB will complement the September BTO launch with the launch of at least 2,500 flats under a Sale of Balance Flats Exercise. Taken together, HDB will launch a record 8,000 units in September 2011, comprising 5,500 BTO flats and at least 2,500 balance flats.

The flats will be in different towns, such as Punggol, Sengkang, Hougang, Yishun, and Jurong East.These two launches will bring HDB's total BTO supply this year to 25,000 flats.

For 2012, HDB will launch another 25,000 BTO flats. HDB also plans to build flats in mature estates, such as Kallang/Whampoa and Tampines.

GOD. A NEW BTO IN YISHUN. I wonder where. And see. It's PUNGGOL & SENGKANG AGAIN. :( Nevermind, everything happen for the reasons. :) Love my love with my TWO wonderful girls.

HOME

2011-08-18T15:27:00.001+08:00

So many things had happened since I had updated my blog on 3rd August 2011.

As of 16 August 2011, I had then got my own house that will be built by 2014.

Seriously speaking...

I CAN'T WAIT TO RENOVATE & MOVE IN.

Selected an unit at this block.

As I am sick and tired of all the nonsense back at You Know Where. And I just want to have my own peace & quiet. Gonna collect the keys in 3 years time, I just can't wait.

Secondly, both my girls seems to be unwell. Andrealynn had a terrible sleepless night somedays back and Sharanne is unwell that I had to bring her to KKH A&E immediately. Realised that KKH is like my 2nd home as of now. Hahaha but everything is well now and both are very happy and ~~fat~~chubby girls as of today.

Time flies, Maomao is gonna turn ONE tomorrow on 19th August 2011. I remember that one year back, on today, I got to admit hospital for induce birth. HAHAHA.

Oh well, update again as I am tired from doing the 1Q Accounts. GOSH, Do I even look like I am going on Maternity Leave? :(

HAPPINESS!

2011-08-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

Happiness is when my BTO result is out and my queue no is 22 out of 140 and secondly, I won 3rd prize for tonight's 4D. Buy small small only. However, luck is shining thus I believed I am able to select a flat of my choice!

August is a good month!

Perhaps my baby girls bought me luck! ^^

Devil In Me

2011-08-03T04:22:00.000+08:00

Ok, I am awake at this timing to reply emails at work. Somehow I know I am on Maternity Leave but... I think I am a Workaholic and this is the devil in me which I think my whole family has it. Oh well, it's enjoyable still.

Feeding Beanie Time! Update in the morning soon. x

Sunday

2011-08-01T00:32:00.001+08:00

Sunday used to be a dread because it's a pre-empt for Monday Blues. But today it was a lovely time spent with my 2 girls.

I got so bo liao that I went to google if anyone had the same name as Andrealynn turns out to be 97% Ang Mohs, 2% Flippina & 1% Chinese and that 1% is actually my daughter...) and also, I'm trying to figure if I want to host my own domain, a simple one of course...

Best part, my mini lappie broke down. Virus attack and I feel hopeless about it. And perhaps I might convert to an Apple-er? Who knows?

Random note, went out today to get several things done like Maomao's birthday attire. Shall keep it a secret but it's gonna be something real casual.

Picture time, this time would be Andrealynn's moment.

The happy (but blur) girl who looks more like her Daddy :)

The rest? Perhaps, you will get to see more on her 1st month. Oh yes, booked my manicure & pedicure with my sister on Friday. Trying to fix a time to fix my hair. :(

Nights. x

Not Bias

2011-07-31T00:58:00.001+08:00

Hey, I'm not bias towards Sharanne just because she had big eyes ok? Hahahaha, feel like typing this post out as to clarify the "biasness" issue within me, I had upload more of Sharanne's pictures, videos and etc because she's at the fun part of the growing up process. ^^

Still, I love both of my babygirls and they are my everything. Just that, Andrealynn is still a tiny baby... She can't smile, laugh, play and etc... like Maomao but all she does now is eatshitsleep. And definitely I will update and post more of Andrealynn's pictures as she grows up.

Lately, as all of the people know that I'm still in confinement and which meant, both of my girls are somehow or rather doing the confinement with me too. Meaning, when I can't go out, it also meant that both of them can't go out too.

And my mum is the best because after the 21 days, things are much more flexible except the shower part. I can go out for awhile but... I need to be fully "armoured" -.-".

Enough said.

And I bought Sharanne out to NTUC to grab some necessities...

I just love some me-time with both girls.

Some pictures taken~

Getting gear up to go gai gai.

With mummy~~

Sometimes, I am just amazed by the fact on how fast they had grown. I joined People's Association in January when Maomao is still a small baby and now, she had grown to be an adorable little girl and she had grown taller and heavier. LOL.

And I bring Andrealynn to 求道 on 30th July. Don't ask me what it's as I also don't know how to explain. It's a a baptism or something similar, in Buddhist's point of view. And definitely, do her good as the Lunar 7th Month is coming. And yes, it's TODAY for god sake. Praying for everyone to be healthy and safe during this period of time.

Ok, will blog tomorrow, need to sleep early. Nights. x

MEOWWWWW Or Perhaps... ROARRRRR!

2011-07-29T13:45:00.004+08:00

A random photo to kick start the entry. Hahahaha, anyway it's not totally random as Maomao, her name had some indirectly link to this particular entry. Firstly, it's soon to be her ONE year old birthday, on 19 August. And also... August is a month for celebration (I wasn't referring to the Ghost Month), as it's our Nation's Birthday too! ^^

INSERT Quicknote: Sharanne got this "Maomao" name as she's born in the year of Tiger and she's a LEO (for star signs) thus I gave her this name Maomao to signify that "combination" of the Felidae family. Perhaps, she might have been a "Liger" instead of a "Tiglon" as I am a 母老虎. HAHA!

But one thing for sure, Maomao sure got a TIGGER character. She's damn hyperactive and my mum says, she takes after me when young. Cannot sit still. -.-" Should I shall this is like a sort of retribution, but a kind one?

Apparently, this post seems to place Maomao in full focus but sadly, my main focus was actually the match at Bukit Jalil Stadium. Yes, it's the match between the Tigers (Malaysia) & the Lions (Singapore) and congratulations to both parties who went in to the next round. No comments but seriously, I almost died of laughter when I saw a tweet by my friend, Zach after the good whole 90 minutes.

Malaysia 1 - 1 China

I got a shock and replied him, "Why China?" I thought it's against Singapore? And his reply is damn epic. "Because the Scorer was Shi Jiayi, from China". Ok, not against anything or supporting any policies. Just want to insert a neutral stand on Foreign Talents. There are always good and bad sheeps around but as long, they do not do the "extremes", it's still fine and this is not saying that I agreed to them sunning their laundries at the playground and etc... What I'm trying to say is, when you go to another country, you need to respect their culture. You can embed into their culture by inserting your own culture but still...

It's not your homeland. Do respect people. Having said that, we shall not condemned foreign talents based on their cultures. We must understand that it might be a norm to them but it might be an eye opener to us. Compromise and communication is the key. And somehow or rather, thanks to them, we are able to go under the world's light. Imagine there's no one like Shi Jiayi, who the hell is gonna score the goal for us?

And this is not saying that Singaporeans are useless. It's just not our forte, definitely not spontaneous enough. We need to buck up and venture more than the norms, the academically-inclined.

Wow, I sounds like a Politician in the making. But anyway...

CONGRATS THE LIONS AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE, SINGAPORE!

With loves, Maomao & her whole family.

Note: She's definitely know how to pick her toys, uh?

IMPORTANT NOTE: The above entry is purely based on one individual's perception towards the issue and it does not represents any stand of any parties, especially the political ones. (Need to add in this disclaimer in any case I get sued over this blog entry. LOL).

And happy 21 Days Old to my Beloved Baby Andrealynn! ^^

Contemplation

2011-07-28T17:48:00.001+08:00

Yes, that's it. CONTEMPLATION. My ~~bad~~habit-cum-goodfriend. I decide to change the layout of my blog (again) and for good, I deleted some of my past blog(s) like veggiemumandbaby.blogspot.com as I feel that everything should be like a ONE-STOP service centre, when one come here, you will get to know the things that you ~~need~~want.
And in fear of which, I almost gave up my domain name (but I doubt anyone who name herself Willynn ah?) or maybe I should pay USD10 to register a dotcom?

I don't know. I am feeling very stressed up and tired for this whole week because I'm ~~stuck~~ with two wonderful girls that made me laughed and cried at the same time. Somehow or rather, I wish that they could just grew up fast but at the rate, I might have a heart attack over all the expenses. Perhaps, I should just leave with the fact that they only eatshitsleep now. Maybe not, Maomao has her own tantrums.

4 letters to describe my feeling now, A-R-G-H. Maybe I should teach Maomao some spelling bees, starting with some Singlish or Expressionsslang like O-M-G, L-O-L and etc. Oh god, it's all 3 letters. If I could use 3 letters continuously, I would use "Z-z-z", could add in more if possible. Yes, mentally AND physically drained as you could see Maomao is no longer small but bigsize and fat. FAT. Yes, like me. HAHAHA. I guess I have type out this entry in a very random order. Lack of sleep caused it.

I'm sorry but I can't help not to get my tickle bones going within this pile of stressful routine, daily.

God bless everyone. Pictures later. I need to sleep. LOVE YA ALL!

做月必品 - Ginseng Brown Rice Ginger Tea

2011-07-28T17:16:00.000+08:00

注: 请用 <<泡参>> instead of 人参 as 人参 will reduce milk supply if you happen to breastfeed.

Ingredients:
1 x Ginger
1 x Bottle of North American Ginseng
1 x Bag of 2.5kg of Brown Rice

Note:
You can get the North American Ginseng from Hock Hua Group that cost $20.00 for one small bottle. Normally I use up half bottle of the North American Ginseng for half packet of the 2.5kg Brown Rice. And also, you can use more Ginger(s) if you like some "spicy-ness" in the drink.

Steps:
1. Pour out half packet of the Brown Rice from the 2.5kg bag.
2. Rinse it over tap water and sun it to dry. (Normally I sun it for 1 - 2 days).
3. Slice the Ginger into thin pieces.
4. Then heat up the wok, put all the Ginger in.
5. Fry the Ginger until it's dry.
6. Pour the Brown Rice in.
7. Stir fry over big fire for 10 mins.
8. Then continue it over small fire for 15 mins.
9. Add in the North American Ginseng.
10. Stir fry it over big fire for 10 mins.
11. Stire fry over small fire for 30 mins.
12. Then, wait for it to cool down before putting it into a container.

For Consumption:
1. Boil some water until it reaches the boiling point.
2. Take 3 Table Spoon of the Ginseng Brown Rice Ginger Mix into the Thermo Flask (approx 1.5litres)
3. Pour in the boiling water.
4. Keep it aside for at least 30 mins before consumption.

Ginseng Brown Rice Ginger Tea
Ginger will repel the wind from body and Ginseng is to boost one energy. Ginseng Brown Rice Ginger Tea is said to reduce water retention, help one to boost one's energy and quench thrist. And also, after confinement, one can do away with the Ginger to make it an everyday drink. :)

Advantages of Breast Feeding

2011-07-28T17:15:00.000+08:00

There might be a thousand reasons on why does mummies breastfeed one's baby but the only one good reason that every mum can think of would be, "It's good for the baby!".

Well, I need to say that breastfeeding take alot of patience and courage because one might experience alot of emotional trauma along the breastfeeding process. And of course, I am not saying those who doesn't breastfeed are bad mummies, I believed that they had their reason in doing so. Afterall, every parents would want the best for their child.

And those new mummies, I shall share with you on my own personal experience as a breastfeeding mum along the way.

One important thing that every mummies must remember is that, initiate breastfeeding at every possible moment and also, don't be disheartened when the baby doesn't latch on well at the initial stages and also, mummies need to be in their comfortable position as breastfeeding might take a longer time as compared to bottlefeeding.

I had found a website, quite helpful for 1st time mummies in initiating breastfeeding. Click here for the visual guide. :)

And yes, as mentioned earlier, there are alot of advantages of breastfeeding, I had googled and done alot of research on this and to summarize,

There are at least 400 different types of nutrients in breast milk including hormones and disease-fighting compounds that are absent in infant milk formula and can never be replaced by any chemical or technology means.
Breastmilk contains proteins as well as sugars (lactose) and fats which are well balanced for the baby. The baby’s intestinal tract is best aided in its digestion by the vitamins, enzymes, and minerals found in breast milk. As you must understand that every organ of a new born is sensitive and they had low immunity to disease during their early months.
Breast milk also contains infection-fighting antibodies from the mother, and breast-fed babies are believed to be at a reduced risk for many acute and chronic infections early in life and of course, in my case, both my girls visited the doctors lesser as per compared to the others of the same age.
The presence of the high content of Omega-3 fatty acids in breast milk also promotes brain growth, works similar and better than DHA in the infant milk formula.
Of course, being a vegetarian baby, breastmilk is the milk you can never worry about the presence of fish oil, and also any contents that were from parts of an animal. At the same time, in any case if your child is lactose intolerant, breast milk is the best solution to all.

The advantages of breastfeeding doesn't limit to the babies but also, it extended it's fair share of advantages to the mummies in reducing the risk of having heart disease, breast & ovaries cancer and of course, most importantly, it helps one to lose weight!

And being a typical Singaporean, it can also help to save up alot of "milk powder" money. And it's the best way to bond with your baby, the motherly touch.

Since there are so many advantages to breastfeeding, it's never too late to start once you conceive! :) Good luck to all mummies.

At the same time, you might want to consider to join some support group, afterall, peer influence and encouragement helps alot!

Information Courtesy from: TheAsianParent.com

Clearing Wardrobe

2011-07-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

God, I had mentioned this since last year till now. Finally, got the chance to clear within these 2 months. Anyway...

Click here for the updated one:
http://www.miss-will.blogspot.com/
http://www.miss-will.blogspot.com/
http://www.miss-will.blogspot.com/
http://www.miss-will.blogspot.com/
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Please fuel my spendings and also help to make some space in my wardrobe!

Addiction

2011-07-24T19:15:00.002+08:00

God. I am addicted to online shopping. Gmarket, Ebay, Blogshops and etc...
For these 2 weeks of confinement, I had spend $500 just on online shopping.
Bought a Nespresso Machine, LoveBonito tops, ASOS tops, iPhone accessories and etc...

I need to keep a limit to it.

Not forgetting, I had yet to go for my hair treatment (which suppose to be before I give birth but Andrealynn surprise all of us), manicure & pedicure and babygirls shopping spree for their birthday suits. :)

Shall do it on 5th August then.

By the way, I had updated my secret recipe via http://www.veggiemumandbaby.blogspot.com/ ^^

IT'S OUR VERY FIRST!

2011-07-18T12:27:00.000+08:00

The picture says it all! :)

New Look

2011-07-16T14:05:00.000+08:00

I took up the courage to change my background and the layout of the blog and I hope this will be view nicely even on the 10" lappie. And also, in my rpevious post I mention that I will be setting a new blog on Parenthood yeah?

http://www.veggiemumandbaby.blogspot.com/
http://www.veggiemumandbaby.blogspot.com/
http://www.veggiemumandbaby.blogspot.com/
http://www.veggiemumandbaby.blogspot.com/
http://www.veggiemumandbaby.blogspot.com/

Please support it yeah? ^^

No Theme

2011-07-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

I realised that my blog was written in a way that it doesn't have any theme at all. It all revolves about my daily life. God, perhaps, I should start to write about certain themes and top the list would be...

1. Parenthood. :)
2. Food for Thoughts

And etc...

Till date...

Life Thus Far...

2011-07-12T13:51:00.002+08:00

Fat husband went to get the names for BB Andrealynn in the morning and while waiting for him to pick up the good ones, I decide to pen down some thoughts here. Life had been interesting till now as I was trying to "clean up" my blog, I happen to blog read some of my sec school friends' life. Guess what, everyone had become so differently that it's hard to imagine that I am currently a mum of two.

Baby Andrealynn is currently 4 days old. The word I learn today is call "Manage". Hahaha ironically, I am a Manager by job and even on Maternity Leave, I need to manage things like:

01. Sharanne's Psychological State of Mind
02. Baby Andrealynn Welfare
03. Time Management Between 2 Girls
04. Any Other Matters

Firstly, Sharanne seems to be in shock state when she saw Andrealynn for the first time but apparently, manage to counsell her that she had "upgraded" to become a sister and need to learn to lvoe her mei mei. However, I am trying my best to shower attention to her no matter what, to make her feel that, we still love her.

Secondly, GOSH, I am going through this process AGAIN. I need to take note of the feeding time, nappy rash and etc... And best, engorgement is my worst enemy. But I know I will be able to do it...

Sometimes, the timing just get screwed up because I need to feed both at the same time. Good thing is that, my mum is there for me. I love you mummy!

And also... Despite that, I am still in my confinement state and need to be a good girl in observing all the bloody traditions. HAHAHAHA. Guess what. I think I smell like a Dustbin. :'(

Some pictures to brighten up the days...

Please pardon my fat and ugly face. Water retention...

Sleeping soundly. I wish I could be like her. ^^

Ok, speaking of which, Fat husband might anytime reach my home. Gonna be a good girl to log off the computer now and wait for him. In the meantime, do take care peeps!

Baby Andrealynn Ong

2011-07-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

I was about to blog about my maternity leave starting from 7th July but apparently, things are different now. As my waterbag had decided to leak on the 8th July while exchanging email with my colleaugues and Grassroots Leaders, I had to be admitted into the hospital straight. Guess what, things are so different right now that Andrealynn came out within split seconds, and this time round I took Spinal, so I am awake through the whole process and my husband get to experience it with me. Gosh!

Peektures time!

Fresh from the LSCS. WIthin seconds from birth.

First Mummy Touch

1 Day Old - Opening up her tiny eyes, doesnt she look like Daddy?

She look like Deonysius? Right or Wrong?

After her feeding... Shiok ah...

Buddy is here.

In her daddy arms.

Back home, listening to her sister ~~screaming~~talking. LOL.

Amazingly, I got discharged on the 2nd day as my Gynae told me that I am able to go home. Home is the best. As I am able to be with my 2 babygirls. :) And all of my friends are amazed at the speed that I recovered.

Most importantly, I would like to thank all of my relatives/ friends/ colleagues who sent their well wishes, fruit baskets, came down to visit and etc...

LOVE U GUYS. I felt blessed and so are my children who had shared your love. :)

Till date, will update again.

In the meantime, online shopppppping~

And thank you to my husband who had always been by my side all these while.

Terrible Mum

2011-06-28T09:42:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I think I am a terrible mum. I work too hard and work too much that I refused to believe the fact that I might compromise certain level of risk of Andrealynn (Babygirltobe name). Anyway, went for my gynae check up and guess what?

He actually prepared me for a delivery on 29.06.11 that I was stunned on the spot. And I told him I was not mentally prepared for and he gave me another shocking date, 06.07.11. Hmmmm and my fat husband helped me to request for the LATEST date that he can give, so we decided on it but I had to go on leave on the 06.07.11. Oh well, I was hoping for some luck change. I think Mid July is the launch of the new BTO, perhaps Andrealynn will bring us some luck. :)

I am having anxious thoughts about her arrival because she refused to turn over and let me see her face for all the check-ups.

Depressing moments is when I took my weight, and as of yesterday, I am 63kg. DAMN.

Ok, happy moments are when I look at Sharanne, she's also growing on well with her babyfats. LOL.

(When am I becoming a Jie Jie?)

I AM DOWN

2011-06-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

Slept through the day thanks to the flu bug who attacked me. Not enough sleep. :(

I think sometimes I had enough of the crap. Argh, whatever. I wanna get out of it so desperately.

DISBELIEF

2011-06-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

(I remove the Sales Reg & NRIC No in any case)

After several attempts in applying, HDB refused to grant me a chance. I had been applying till I am wiping sweats everytime. The anticipation and etc... Great, now, I won't have a house in PUNGGOL and I simply refused to apply a BTO near my in-laws. YES you heard me, I am referring to the one in Yishun in July.

Guess what, HDB is making my life difficult. Firstly the prices and also at the same time, I am having 2 kids soon and they don't have a space to stay. PATHETIC. Tell me, how to increase birth rate? How to get married? How to do this, do that? I seriously hope and pray that Mr Khaw will do something about it. I had faith in him. :)

Please grant me my wish.

THANK U.

Thoughts

2011-06-04T00:33:00.003+08:00

I have decide on what I want to do in life and what I am doing now is definitely not for me.
I have chosen this path because of work-life balance, apparently it's not.

Thus its time for me to re-look at what I want to do. And yes, apparently, I had found it and the support is there.

I take up ACTA for a reason, thus I had decided that, to take on the trainer's path. :) The trainer's value is determined by the number of years of experience, the qualification and of course, the relevancy of the core business.

The law of attraction is the best way to counter the Murphy's Law, however, take into consideration of other factors, one's efforts is deem as equally important too.

I had laid my path, top the list, I am gonna go for "Train-The-Trainer" programme which cost me near to 15k under Emily Post Institute (excluded the air tickets to either US/ London or Hongkong), more of etiquette and image consulting... My Masters programme and yes I know, I had mouths to feed but whatever it's...

If I am able to pull through the previous 6 years, I believe I can do it. My timeline set was whatever thing I need to do, I will do it by 24. And yes, I had made my plans very clear 3 years ago and it's still as clear as of now. :D

I'm just wondering...

How will my boss and colleagues react if they see this? Hahahaha, I know my dearest work buddies will support me yea? :D Am I right?

TAG ME ON MY TAG BOARD LEH.

Fat Husband

2011-06-01T23:19:00.001+08:00

Laalaalaa~ I just can't help it but still I'm gonna say it... I simply love my blog header! ^^

The above picture is captured with some fatherly moments with Sharanne. Ain't she lovely to smile like this? My fat husband went to read my previous post and question me, "How come I wasn't the power of your life?" Amazingly, he is getting sour over this issue and is jealous over Sharanne being the power of my life.

Anyway, I was thinking over what he said and true enough, he's not really the power of my life. One reason being, he had that capabilities to do what he wants, achieve more than me and etc... As a mother, my priorities are my kids no matter what happen, you see.

And yes, today is the 1st June. We had reached the half year mark of 2011. The best moments of these half a year is to see Sharanne grow from a baby to a little girl. Hahaha!

As I am typing this, I can sense someone else being jealous over Sharanne being my No1 priority. Beanie had been kicking me. Shucks. I am just wondering... I must be a bad mama because during pregnancy, I don't eat healthy food, I don't do the norms. LOL. Sorry babies, mummy can only make it up to you by giving what you need and want.

Enough said. I am totally drained from work. I need to sleep.

Good night all. xoxo

Oh yes, my fat husband is not my power of life but he's the one that pushes my limit to test on what I need and what I can do beyond my capability. Heehee.

Alive. Mentally. Spirtually?

2011-05-31T22:46:00.001+08:00

Ok, I decided no matter how busy I am, I would still stick to my blogging routine of at least an entry a week. Reason being, I need to have a space whereby I could just ratter on and on about my ~~pathetic~~ life and find a place to hold all my thoughts and support me in terms of letting go all negative vibes (if any) and move on.

I will also, make my blog entry, less wordy and hopefully the server would be a good girl and I can upload pictures up here without the technology failed upon me. I had actually type out a flourishing post before this however due to technical fault, everything just *poof*, gone within milliseconds.

Blame it on my impatience and my fingers as I decided to have an itchy hand to click 'Refresh'.

Somehow or rather, I had so many things that I would want to blog about but because of certain concerns and restrictions (be it personal or career-wise), I still need to hold back 5% of whatever I want to say.

Life had been, so far so good. Or rather, it was rather bad for the past few months. Be it the hormones or lack of communication, I tend to have many breakdowns on career choice, family, marriage and etc... In short, I had almost broke down in due to everything except...

My precious little girl aka my daughter. She had been the power of my life, the source of light that shines me through the dark tunnels. Although sometimes I had neglected her, till now, she had not neglected me at all. She smiled at me everytime I cry if not, she will cry together with me.

Her smile is my everything.
Her look at me is my income.
Her daily chatters is my bonus.

She is my life.

I am glad that I had her no matter happens and I will spend my life, my everything, just for her and will not let anything happen to her, at all. Speaking of which...

I will soon be due in July. I wonder how's life after that significant day. And I wonder how will Sharanne respond to the new family member. Will she be jealous or she will be a wonderful sister for her little sister?

It makes me ponder... Well, at least I had two wonderful princesses as of now. I can die without any regrets, anytime from now. No. Wait.

I will have tons of regrets if I ever die now, I must make sure I see the birth of my 1st grandchild (at least...). Hahahaha, that's my bottom line. Oh yes, too many things had happened over the recent months that I feel so lost on what to type...

I had tried applying for BTOs in Punggol and apparently I didn't get that Waterway Terrace 2. One reason that I found out that I didn't add in my babygirl as an occupier, some tells me that this will reduce the chance which I am glad that I didn't get it because I applied for May BTO, Punggol Parcvista which is just behind WWT2 at a cheaper price. This time I added babygirl in and I am praying very hard that I will get it. PLEASE. God. Grant me my wish.

Damn. In another 1hour plus, we would reach half a year mark. June. Time flies. This is scary as I do not wish to look back on what I had done for the past half a year. Way too scary. I had not "grab" hold of it properly and proof~! It's June.

So many things to look forward to at the end of the year. So many...

With that, I shall keep an open mind to all. May (Pun intended) all have a great day and week ahead!

Edited: OH YES, GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS HERE AGAIN AND I HAD BEEN SPENDING ALOT FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS!

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2011-05-31T00:09:00.001+08:00

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Happiness

2011-05-23T12:34:00.000+08:00

Happines is when pictures are nicely fitted with smiles within the heart. However happiness could be dashed by milliseconds and tons of events mounting up.

I had yet consult anyone but I know my limits are up. My daughter's safety had been compromised and I can never treat it as nothing happened. With that, I had officially decide to leave the place of depressing thoughts and move on to a better tomorrow, with my 2 girls and my husband if he wants to follow me along.

I just realised that I can file for annulment within a year of marriage and demand a writ of leave within 3 years.

It had created an emotion and mental toll on me which had caused me physically drained and mentally depressed. Great.

Pre Maternity Shoot

2011-05-22T00:06:00.000+08:00

Tell me, which one is nicer?!

Cold & Lonely Night

2011-05-15T01:26:00.000+08:00

Temperature was set at 17 degrees.

I was sitting alone, my siblings ain't home except my youngest brother. Mao is sleeping and finally I had all the time to myself. I sat in this seat for the past 1 hour, surfing net taking my time off alot of things. I began to feel depressed once again, pondering on the move that I should make next...

Then I realise, I am at lost. I had lost hopes in everything in life except that Mao had been my strength. I didn't went back to where I am suppose to be today, thank god for that. I need to wake up significantly early tomorrow. Terribly, I do not want to continue this quest of mine.

13th was a Black Friday. BTO results were out and we didn't get it. Oversubscribed by 6 times. I'm glad that those who got it, please make good use of it.

Sometimes I wonder, why didn't I have that courage in the first place to go ahead with it. Great, now, I'm stuck.

Nevermind, I had no idea where I'm heading towards. I shall bring Mao along my next quest.

My First Time... VOTING.

2011-05-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

Ok, after 9 days of campaigning, 1 day of cooling day, finally, it's gonna be the results show. The first experience was amazing. WHY? Because it ended in less than a minute.

My first time, ended in less than a minute. WOW. Can't even reach climax (I guess) but I'm glad that it went well and it's of a peaceful one.

Right now, I'm on CHANNEL 8. Waiting for the results. Praying for Aljunied.

Battle of the Ex-es

2011-05-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

I got so bo liao that I decide to surf the net and try digging out more about my husband's ex-es. Yes, I am this bo liao. I found out that perhaps I can name my girl after them(s).

Imagine this.

Joris Jacqueline Danielle Ong Siew Fern. (Underline Surname).

Wow. There's still some unknown figures that I didn't add in. Okay, perhaps I am just bored from missing too much of Sharanne. Recently she had been clingy but I am loving every moments of it. It meant that in her life, she cannot live without me and also, I cannot live without her.

After being a mum, I realised that every parents are indeed proud of their children, NO DOUBT that there might be exceptions like my FIL. Anyway, enough of his nonsense.

Recently, I got real worked up with some GE stuffs and also, things are real packed. Can't imagine that I will be going for my maternity leave in 2 months time. Indeed, time flies.

So many nitty gritty details not settled and I had plunged out my courage to show hand for a home. We applied Punggol Waterway Terrace 2 which had been insanely oversubscribed for 6 times or more than what's HDB is gonna offered. Sometimes, I wish Mr MBT was my relative so that I can expedite on things. But anyway, the big day is drawing nearer and we need our voices to be heard.

Due to my occupation, we are discouraged to leave any comments but just a note, Opposition had triumphed Hougang for so long, just like P@P had triumphed in many, what makes you think that even if Mr LTK is leaving his successor here, he will lose Hougang? Seriously, looking at my neighbours and all... I think we knew what's the outcome will be like. Keeping our finger real crossed.

Perhaps... The toughest fight is in Aljunied. We will see...

Once again, it's MAO MAO PEEKTURES TIME!

Mao Girl watching SIMPSONS movie at home on Saturday Night.

Mao Mao with her Aunty Hairstyle as her fringe is too long now.

Mao Girl thinking, "When is Daddy or Ah yi(s) gonna come and bring me gai gai?"

Enough of pictures. In order to see more, do follow me at Twitter @misswillynn, i had converted myself to a semi tweet freak now. On the random note, due to stress, I am having nightmares. I just dream that Mao Girl got kidnapped by SOMEONE. /wipe tears away... Oh well.. too much of work stuffs, devilish thought.

Like I say, NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO TAKE MY GIRL(S) AWAY FROM ME. NO ONE.

Random note again, I was sharing with Alex that maybe I can name Beanie, ALWSA (pronounced as El-sa) and this stands for:

ALEX LOVES WILLYNN SHARANNE ALWSA < Nice right?!

I had parked this at the back of my mind...

P.S: I am losing $$$ at Jackpot. :'(
P.S.S: I am spending $$$ like a running tap.
P.S.S.S: Can god just rain $$$ someday?

OH YES, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BUDDY AT WORK, NANIE! ^^

My New Hang Out

2011-04-29T16:22:00.002+08:00

Addicted to Online Shopping and have this website to recommend. They have Anna Sui Wallet! Omg!

http://greatofferatteria.blogspot.com/
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http://greatofferatteria.blogspot.com/

Social Media Update

2011-04-25T23:24:00.001+08:00

I AM MUCH ACTIVE ON TWITTER COMPARE TO BLOG AND FACEBOOK.

@misswillynn
@misswillynn
@misswillynn
@misswillynn
@misswillynn

See more of Sharanne's pictures there~!

Emo-ness

2011-04-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

I
dont
think
anyone
read
this
space
anymore...

Enough of the emo-ness. I guess, alot of things had overwhelmed me these few days. Parliament just got dissolved and work's gonna get more busy when my indirect boss is the Adviser...

Something to keep me real happy about life right now...

My beloved Queen Mao is a 8 months old fat baby now. Hahaha, who knows how to sit, run in her racer walker and simply got too lazy to crawl due to her overwhelming babyfats. She's real cute that she could actually crawl a micromini steps and just lay there, flat on her face, alseep.

7 wonders in the world, perhaps 8...
And ho-la, she's my only wonder in life thus far.

Speaking of which, my life would be filled with 2 wonders in coming July. Hohoho, the addition of Baby Beanie. ^^ Why Beanie? Seriously I have no clue but just a direct translation for the Chinese Nickname that I gave.

Work had been literally boring but amazingly busy. Don't ask me why when it's already talk of the town. Sometimes I wonder if I could slower down my pace and do things in own sweet time but sadly no. Another few months, I would be expressing milk at wee hours. Well, both jobs ain't fun but the latter one give me a better sense of achievements and mega loads elements of happiness.

Speaking of which, I am utterly not convinced that my own husband would want to apply a Punggol flat. If you ever google "Waterway Terrace" at Punggol, it's of one of the renowned BTO project launch in Year 2010 and guess what, Waterway Terrace 2" is launching this coming Monday. Craps. I am keeping my fingers real crossed for this one. :)

JUST LET ME GET IT OK! BUT ALEX ONG NEEDS TO APPLY IT FIRST. GOD DAMN IT.

Okay, I am stressed up. Need my beauty sleep. My face is in a horrendous state, same for my hair. Hormones...

Lazy Saturday

2011-04-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 7 plus and cabbed to Woodlands for Workplan @ Resorts World Sentosa. Guess what? I am so depressed that I need to wake up at 6plus every single day for 6 days in a row. Glad that Induction had came to an end. Well, at least I made alot of friends.

I had heard raves about Resorts World Sentosa perhaps it's a pre-conception that had already embedded within me, I actually like the place alot even though for the fact that I only manage to visit the Function Rooms, Bathroom and the Restaurant. Well... I am pinning hope to go back one day, not for work but for leisure.

Went home, thought of spending quality time with Sharanne but she wasn't feeling very well due to the fact that she's still sick and teething. There's alot of similarities between me and Sharanne, both of us need Traditional Chinese Medicine to tune our body back in shape. Well, mummy & daughter yeah.

I think I am gonna learn to blog via iPhone4, in order to keep this "baby" of mine, kicking. HAHAHAHA.

Random note, I told my husband, I wanna go clubbing... LOL.

And I had finally made up my mind, I sent in my application for Masters course. :) Currently awaits for replies. *Fingers crossed*

I HAD MADE A POINT TO CLEAR OUR MY WARDROBE BEFORE I GAVE BIRTH! :D

Amazed

2011-04-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

I am quite amazed at the rate Mao is growing... Time flies and she's currently at the cranky stage - teething. I was in deep thoughts about the times that she's still in my tummy, kicking... Now she is going to be 8 months old soon. Wow. Looking at it, I am indeed speechless.

Work had been stagnant for the past 2 weeks as I was away at Induction Programme, felt de-motivated to a certain extent. Sometimes, I really do not know what the hell am I doing but whatever it is, I can only say, I am going to stake on it. I look at the path that I took, is this something that I really wanted? Perhaps not. But what's the pathway that I wanted to take? Will I ever succeed.

Speaking of which, I give myself till 25 years old to fulfill my plan. It's gonna be another 2 years more. Well, better late than never right? :) On another hand, I begin to feel that I had neglected this blog.

No more long and wordy post. What's going wrong? Am I taking on another stride in life that I neglected what I had always loved to do? Perhaps...

I need to move on with it and I can do it. :)

Gonna go for a work seminar tomorrow at Resorts World Sentosa. Well...

Mao-Me

2011-04-10T01:54:00.001+08:00

Mao is teething now.
Mao is sick now.

And I am packed with work now. :( I feel that I am not a good mummy. God, I am so...

Thus I had made plans. :) I am so looking forward to it.

I AM STILL ALIVE.

2011-03-30T15:09:00.000+08:00

I am still alive, kicking within the walls of Woodlands Community Club Office. Perhaps, it's something interesting that I need to declare that I am officially off-track with Social Media once I reached the office. Not sure if there's any curse or what but whenever I reached the office, switch on my work station, things just flow in...

Its rare to see me to post up things relating to my job. :) ABOVE IS THE PICTURE OF WOODLANDS CONSTITUENCY OFFICE. Missing from the picture are: RUSSELL, IZZAH AND SANIAH. :)

Ok, need to be back to work. Have a great day ahead! :)

Wonders In Life

2011-03-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I had forgotten all about this space. Or rather I seems to be blogging for a different reason now. I wonder if people really read my space here and seriously...

My life revolves around my work and BB Sharanne. Tiring yet fulfilling. But anyway the point now is to cherish every moment. I got traumatized by a dream yesterday. Someone is gonna take Sharanne away from me. :(

I almost died. I cried. I weep. But if someone is really to do it, I will fight with the person till the end. I will not allow people to take something so precious away from me. NO WAY.

I do not even care who are you to me. I just need everyone to know that, Sharanne is my gem, forever.

Please pray for everyone in Japan.

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2011-03-09T12:02:00.001+08:00

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Un-Titled?

2011-03-06T18:44:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wonder who still read this space of mine. Well, after into my new career at a Statutory Board (Yes! I know that I mentioned I will never go into Govt but whatever...), my life changed. I can no longer blog freely because the people I deal with in my daily life are Member of the Parliament, Directors in Public Service and citizens.

Please do not ask me about General Election. I do not know anything about it, or rather this year would be my first year voting and do not ask me about how my work revolves, because I am still new into the job. Or rather, after a month plus, I had been seasoned. Seasoned in a way that, the way I need to deal with people. Anyway the working society is always around politics and please, no organization can avoid that, so do I.

You know what? My weekends, other than accompany my little Mao Mao, I will then spend my time in work, doing events. I will be hanging around Woodlands area just for a simple reason, my workplace is at Woodlands Community Club in any case you need to know.

I am sincere apologetic for the lack of updates here. :)

Thus a picture speaks a thousand words. :)

Stress

2011-02-24T10:59:00.000+08:00

I think I am a workaholic. I think I am giving myself too much stress. Well, be it in the job or elsewhere, I seriously need to hang on till the very end.

Awaken at 5 plus every single day is no big joke. I am getting restless and sick of it. I wonder if this is something that I wanted to do. Well, perhaps, I give myself a year to look forward to it. Hmmm...

Life is indeed, interesting.

Valentine Day Pressie

2011-02-16T11:52:00.001+08:00

Thank you Hubby for the LV Elise Wallet! :)

Awaken

2011-02-16T06:52:00.000+08:00

I was awaken at 6 plus for 2 days in the row, feeling the stress level within me. This is bad. I couldn't let go of the pending matters for my job and you know what's the best part? I am stuck. Stuck within the piles of decision to let go.

Once again, I spoke with my dearest hubby. He told me that it's a good sign which meant that I am taking my job very seriously. But for my character, when I want to achieve a goal, I won't want it to be outstanding for too long. There's so many last minutes stuffs and I am considered relatively new which meant, I am still unsure of the procedures and all.

Not good. Not a good sign for these but I believed I will overcome it.

Happy Valentine Day To All! :)

2011-02-14T11:26:00.000+08:00

From My Cutest Baby Girl. :)

Life

2011-02-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

Tired. This week is a packed and wonderful week. Sometimes I really wonder how did I manage to survive. For the sake of everything. The nitty gritty bits of life made up my life for now.

Directions wise? I need some fulfilling items, top the list would be my very own house but it's like far from my reach. At this point of time, I am stressed up. No idea why but perhaps my pregnancy is taking its toll on me. I am physical, mentally and emotionally tired and I had no idea where to go, how to go and stuffs.

However, I am going to stake on it as I believed that I am able to do it. I survived the worst and from my experience, this is yet to be, the worst.

And my power to go on, my wonderful babies.

Contemplation

2011-02-08T23:54:00.001+08:00

After contemplating for so long, I decided to get either a Saleya PM, Palermo PM or Alexandra Wallet (Can't decide between a Monogram or Damier Canvas). Sighs.

New Year Wish List

2011-02-05T10:36:00.004+08:00

My New Year Wishlist...

Gucci wallet, retailing at $580 in Sg boutique...

Either a white or a brown one.

OR A LV Palermo PM retailing at near to $1.7k in SG boutique...

So, you know how desperately I wanted these?!!!!!! OR Someone~~ALEX~~ would be kind enough to pay for my LV bag servicing. HAHAHA! That one cost less than the above and $200 (MAX).

Happy New Year

2011-02-04T23:17:00.001+08:00

Wow, I had realised that I have not been blogging for quite some times after I start my new career. Ok, I'm here to wish everyone a Happy Rabbit Year! ^^

Some photos of the day...

On New Year Eve...

Chinese New Year Day ONE...

Chinese New Year Day TWO...

And last but not least,

A FAMILY PIC... ^^

MEOWWWW... I love my baby girl. :)

Priorities List 2011

2011-01-25T09:18:00.000+08:00

I had so many things on my mind that I would love to download them out however, constraints held me back. I realised I have not sit down to reflect on what I had done for the past one year. Well, for the Year 2010, I had listed down my resolutions in this post and here's my list:

1. Take a Class 2B License
2. Pick up a Music Instrument
3. Pick up a New Dance Routine
4. Set up my Business
5. Graduated from my Degree

Seems like I had only fulfilled No 4 and 5 for the past one year. No 1 is too unrealistic for me now when I deem my life too precious as I have my beloved child now. No 2 and 3 is a No for me as I had to juggle between work and family...

Thus my resolutions for Year 2011 as per follows:

1. Plan Sharanne happy childhood (in the pipeline)
2. Smooth delivery for Mingming
3. Get my own house at the end of the year
4. Excel in my career
5. Plan siblings' pathway (in the pipeline)

So I believed the above 5 will be enough for me to explore for the Year 2011. I realised I had placed my children in front of my own. I guess, that's why mothers are the greatest. ^^

Having meeting tonight thus going in at 1pm today. This whole week is full of events and it's gonna be CNY next week. Time flies.

Searching for a place call "HOME".

Thoughts

2011-01-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

I have so many thoughts running in my mind. I am determined to pave out my siblings future in the coming years thus by hook or crook, I will be giving my best support in whatever it is. I will reveal plans once things had been firm up because I realise everytime I share something, someone will definitely hinder all of it.

And I will do what I need to do. Hopefully by June 2011. ^^

Also, I realise no point in sharing things or pampering people who doesn't appreciate. I will earn my own keeps, buy my own stuffs and do my own things AND I WILL NOT LET PEOPLE LOOK DOWN ON ME.

Since no one stands up for me. I shall stand up for myself. I hate to live the life under people's shadows. Not going to anymore when I am going to have my 2 kids.

Congrats my sister in taking over my previous business and ... soon, my brother. ^^

A Week Into My New Career

2011-01-21T07:36:00.001+08:00

It was tough but enriching. So far, things are getting on better for me. Did some read-ups. Perhaps, it's only the first week which meant I am in a relax mode however I am not used to not doing anything.

It's tiring to juggle work and baby together but it's definitely a challenge to me and I am confident to overcome it. ^^

I need to take 31 Jan for Childcare Leave, Sharanne dear is 5 months old at last. :)

New Beginning

2011-01-16T13:45:00.000+08:00

Finally... Back after being "Missing-In-Action" for quite some times. Tomorrow will be a new beginning as I am starting my career with People Association, serving the community and I need to handle my mindset of "missing my dear baby Sharanne" at home, well. I had inculcate the fact that I am earning more to buy her more toys! :)

Till date, will update again.

Single Parenting

2011-01-06T19:32:00.000+08:00

Not even a week into Year 2011 and I am feeling the stress. Kudos to those single-parent who raised their children up all by themselves. Sometimes I wish I would have that courage to do it for my case but realised the fact that I am bloody weak.

Mentally and emotionally weak. I can be physically strong but that's nothing gonna do with physique. As I had made my own choice, all I can do is to look forward to it and pray that it will be a better one.

If not, I could literally screwed up a series of people's lives but look again, WHO SCREWED UP MINE?

No one except myself. Shall drowned myself in some happiness and positive thoughts. Sharanne-time!

Year 2011

2011-01-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

This post of the year. New Year was something that I look forward to last year as I had started everything on the wrong note in 2009 however looking to Twenty-Eleven was something very different.

I had a wonderful family now, other than the fact that I had disturbing thoughts and not supportive members of my extended family, I had been looking forward to everything now, especially in July 2011.

That's all for now. Gonna spend some me-time with Sharanne dear.

The Love Bank & Languages

2010-12-29T00:46:00.003+08:00

A friend of mine, Wayne, shared with me with regards to The Love Bank and The 5 Love Languages. Find it interesting and it indeed help me to manage my emotions, all because of my depressing status updates on Facebook.

The Love Bank:
Just the what a bank does, it helps one to save. However for this, it saves L-O-V-E. The account that one holds can be of a millions, billions or even zillions and on another hand, it can also reach a depleting amount, a negative amount to be exact.

Take for example:
Account: Willynn's Love Bank For Wimpsy Boy
Balance Amount: 1000 love & warmth points

One day, WB scolded me for no damn reason, Account had 100 love & warmth points deducted. WB hurled vulgarities at me, Account deducted another 600 love & warmth points...

End of Day Balance Amount: 300 love & warmth points.

Look, a divorce will reach if the Love Bank hits the pit bottom. I called it a Dark Hole. And actually Wayne shared with me these two issues separately however I find it that I can link it together. So, people would be questioning, how do you deposit points into your Love Bank Account?

Well, then it's gonna be the 5 Love Languages. This was actually adapted from a best-seller by Gary Chapman. (Click the link to find out more!)

And to cut short, the 5 love languages are:

1. Words of Affirmation
2. Quality Time
3. Receiving Gifts
4. Acts of Service
5. Physical Touch

You can read up more in the link that I had provided. Well, I guess, I do not have all of the 5. At least I am sure that I didn't have #3 (Christmas is not counted because it's not something I really want.). Quality time spend results in MONEY spent and after I had Sharanne, our world revolves about her. Acts of Service, Yes but maybe not because I had to live in a patriarchy system way of living so, if you see my husband do house chores in front of me and my in-laws (note the word "AND"), please buy some Toto or 4D. Physical touch, he hates it to the core in the past resulting in me not to do Public Display Affection acts in the Public that equivalent to NO ACTS at all. Words of Affirmation. I must have been glad if he doesn't talk to me in a pissed off tone where the world can show me the black face but I CANNOT SHOW A SLIGHTEST ACT OF UNHAPPINESS.

In short, my life is fucked up. Imagine, I couldn't show a slightest sign of unhappiness and I need to pretend that I am happy when the fact is I am not. I simply think that the world is ending soon or rather I pray for Doom Day to come near.

Yes, the above did set me to think through that I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING. And today I asked my mum if I came back one day, telling them that I am pregnant but I do not want to get married, will they support me despite all the pride and face issues, she told me "Yes, she will." but she will be very disappointed though.

That's good enough. Because, today I had reached a point where I could simply break down any moment but I held on strong. No one is there except my best buddy, Fishy who comforted me and bring me up. And I realize, the only one who can relieved me from all my pain and torture is my beloved baby girl. She gave me all the strength in the World.

Sometimes I think I had split personality or rather I went to check on the signs of depression via here and I realized, my good friend, Depression is back. I actually went to see a family doctor this afternoon for another matter (again, I only told my dear pal) and the best part, he told me that My Good Friend aka Depression is back and also asked me to look on the bright side. Tell me how can I do it?! Although my family doctor do not want to stress me further and always give me diplomatic answers. Well, it doesn't seems to be doing me well.

I am typing out this because I am someone who needs to vent and show my emotions. I can't keep it in me. The more I keep, the more terrible I will get. And I had a window period of a month before my family doctor sends me for classes again. And I had paid $300+ for a 20 minutes consultation, sleeping pills and a referral letter which I do not wish to visit at the end of my window period.

And I blogged about this because, there's no need to be ashamed if one had depression. All you need was to have that support and walk out of it proud. I had depression in my last trimester of my pregnancy, again Fishy knew about it. It got worst that I need to attend classes or rather THERAPY is what they called but I skipped all. Because I know if I go, it would only waste my time and carrying a 3kg plus "watermelon" around is no joke. However my stress level at that point was a hell high due to the fact that I was doing my last semester of my degree with a lot of stress. I had only one chance and if I missed it, I need to wait for another year. Best, my pregnancy had caused me several setbacks in life and people treated me very differently, sometimes, the worst could just happen, even when I am pregnant.

What I want to say is, when one is depressed. No doubts, he/ she can't think positively so importantly, find your pillar of strength and hold on to it. For mine yes, my best buddy had been a great shoulder for me to cry on and a pair of listening ear for me to share what's on my mind. And my pillar of strength is definitely my baby girl! :)

Once again, welcome back my old friend, Depression. :) I do not fear you because I had seen the worst in my life. I shall embrace you with both arms.

Whenever I wanted to share with someone, things will get tensed up but the person do not understand that I do not want to listen to any comments but just a pair of ears that listens to me. As simple as that.

Still, on another hand is pointless, as people will tend to get angry and pissed off so... I will be looking forward to Judgment Day where things will might be different. Fear not, I had my best buddy with me for BBQ that night. :) And I feel that I am so restricted by doing what I really want. Anyway, no point to share in-depth because things will be the same and no one will understand how I feel. I just want to do the things that I want despite whatever it is, but it's always a NO where unfairness came in but look at it on another way, WHY UNFAIR? I find that it's fair because its me who went through the pain and the process, not anyone else. No one is fair. I am unfair to people because they are unfair to me too.

One day, when my brim is hit. I will rebel, rebuke and reciprocate. Watch your back, people! And thanks Fishy for always being there, walking me out from the unhappiness.

Merry Xmas!

2010-12-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

This year, Christmas is nice. Great and wonderful. Reason? I witness a proposal and it's XMM's first Christmas. Brought her to CCK to pray on Sunday. Insightful trip.

And I hope everyone will enjoy their holidays! :)

Insomia

2010-12-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

Can't sleep due to the medication which has not take any effect on me yet. And by saying this, I suddenly had this idea of starting a food blog. Not the usual kind, but a blog that sets up to introduce my recipes and promotes vegetarism. :)

Something I would be glad to look forward to.

Spend $$$

2010-12-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

Over the past 4 months, I had a total damage of more than 5k+ on:

1. Wimpsy Boy's iPad @ 1.2k+
2. Taiwan & Hongkong Trip @ 2.3k+
3. ACTA Course @ 1k+
4. Wimpsy Boy's iPhone4 which I got it at $660.
5. Baby's Girl Stuffs (Stroller, Clothes, Toys and etc) over $500 plus and counting.

Sometimes I wonder where all these money came from and how the hell did I manage to save last time with all my extravagant buys and stuffs. Looks like my bank account is depleting to a pathetic sum soon and in other words, I NEED TO GET MY ASS OUT TO WORK real soon.

I told Wimpsy Boy that I wanted to work an office job but apparently, People Association pays well for a CM post and it need me to work ONE weekends and shifts. Well, the bonus is that... It pays me real good that I could buy alot of stuffs, get a car and save $300 for Sharanne's account every single month.

Hmmm, opportunity cost is that, I might have lesser time or rather no time for Baby Sharanne in coming months. This is the things that... stops me from doing anything or finding a job.

Another alternative is, go for my dreams, continue on my venture but you see, I need to lock 20k for the license and best part, I am not confident is I am able to do it at the end of the day. I get real tired and distracted due to certain issues that I do not want to have anything that will drastically drained me out of my single energy.

My main priority would be still Sharanne dear. I will do anything just to give her a better future and a happy childhood. But it seems like it's so hard to compromise the both together...

Last choice, I need to place a bet on Wimpsy Boy that he will do well in his wonderful career that I can be a SAHM but looking at it now, it might takes some time because, he needs to take care of his parents.

This sucks. Whatever. I believed that God will grant me some directions on this. Bless the Lord and...

Merry Christmas in advance. Gonna travel down to Wimpsy Boy's office tomorrow morning then head out for a family celebration just with Wimpsy Boy and Sharanne then proceed to the XMAS celebration with my wonderful friends. Best part, I have not prepare any presents yet.

LAST MINUTE SHOPPING tomorrow then. Ha! Going over to Choa Chu Kang on Sunday for Grandpa's 18th death anniversary and maybe I will head to Lots1 to shop because, friends told me that there are many chio clothes for Baby there! HMMMMM...

We Did A Web Cam

2010-12-21T19:31:00.001+08:00

The title says it all.

Pregnancy - Sharanne

2010-12-21T16:50:00.001+08:00

Life had been interesting and I really need to pen down this wonderful process to keep it as a memoir. Was blog-hopping some Mummies website and realised that majority had penned down how they came to know about the pregnancy. Thus I shall do a little rewind as I realised my memories are failing me as time goes by. Sighs.

Somewhere in December, before I celebrated my 21st birthday, I realised something is not right with my body. Tender breasts and veins popping out from no where, best part, my good sister didn't manage to visit me after a month but since it's always irregular. I didn't manage to think much into it. No morning sickness, nothing... And this goes on till I decide to quit NTUC CLUB. I was wondering why my good sister aka the menses didn't come after 2 months. Did some read up and for your information, my highest record of it not coming is at 3 months so 2 months seems to be like a norm but still instinct told me...

Something is not right somewhere and I had weird cravings for food. So sometimes before Christmas, I head over to Guardian and ta-da bought myself a kit.

Did the test and the feeling sucks at the point of time. Negativism overwhelmed me. Many evil people planted the abortion thought in me, didn't break the news to anyone in the family yet. So this drags on for months. Someone celebrated his birthday taking Graduation + Family Portrait without me in the whole picture. At that point of time, I was thinking if I should really consider in being a Single-Parent because I feel like as if I am No-One. Was real determined that I am going to keep the baby no matter what happens. However I am happy that I had this real close friend, who supported me in times of such situation. Thank you Fishy! :)

A turning point came.

After the BKK Trip in Feb with friends and Chinese New Year, Someone went to speak to his family, putting down all his pride and ensuring me that things will fall in place soon. And ta-da, our wedding was held and planned within a short span of 3 months time. Till date, I am still shocked at the rate it had happened. Although there are a certain level of negativism and unhappiness thorough this one year. I am still proud enough to say, I am glad to have this Someone by my side. Thank you, Wimpsy Boy.

And a pat on my shoulder to tell myself that I had survived till today.

The pregnancy days was indeed tough because No One accompanied me for the Gynae appointment except my wonderful buddy, Fishy and Wimpsy Boy begins to accompany me to those important ones and the appointment towards the later stage.

So, I had formed my little nucleoli with W.B and Princess Maomao, I still find something is amiss. *Winks*

And ta-da 2 more weeks to 2011! Wonderful!

Christmas BBQ

2010-12-20T05:02:00.001+08:00

Like seriously, I am suffering from Insomia and a bad tummyache thus I decide to spend my time, watching tv shows and blogged. Recently, life had been quite fulfilling except that there are alot of people who kept on stepping on my toes. But whatever, I do not give a big damn but I seriously can't wait to get out of it.

Pending my 2 years plan.

On the happier note, this time round is Xiao Mei Mei first Christmas with me. And ta-da, its with Daddy's friends at The Calrose.

When the ladies...

Met the MEN and my dearest WIMPSY BOY. LOL.

Not yet a full house with Seng missing from this picture.

This is the bunch of mates Wimpsy Boy went school with, donkey years ago. Mind you, I left Secondary School like 6 years back and he had left Secondary School like XX years back. Hahahaha, see the difference. Amazingly, fate is a special and funny thing, it bought back 2 people together and someone back to the place where fond memories stay.

As you can see, Xiao Mei Mei wasn't really of any mood till the end of the event and begins her princessy moments. Well... I just hope that...

She had enjoyed her day! And proud of her for being a good girl for a longest period of my time where I think I could almost died from grasping air.

Speaking of which, gonna feed her before she throws her tantrums.

AND SHE PASSED HER 4TH MONTHS STAGE. :)
Hope everyone enjoyed their weekends!

Bio Platinum BB Cream

2010-12-16T20:28:00.004+08:00

In this blog post, you will get to know more about the Bio Platinum BB Cream. This is definitely good for whitening as it contains:

TANAKA extract to facilitate WHITENING of the skin.
Better than Bio Multi-Effect BB Cream as it had 10-in-1 benefits, compared to the Bio Multi Effect BB cream which only has 8-in-1
And the benefits of PLATINUM for the skin. Platinum is a very rare ingredient and it boost the skin's ability to protect itself against the free radicals.

Before I show you what has the Platinum BB Cream done to my face. Do remember to check out this Bio-essence TVC featuring the blogger, Beatrice Tan. :)

Ok, now... let's see my "BEFORE" and "AFTER" picture after applying the Platinum BB Cream.

Without BB Cream

With BB Cream

You could see the difference as it had lightened my complexion to an extent which I couldn't achieve it using the normal basic make up base. The traditional base makeup requires the user to wear different layers of makeup (sunscreen, moisturizer, foundation, concealer, loose powder etc) so the coverage appears less natural and cakey compared to the BB cream which the user only need to use this particular product to conceal, whiten, sunscreen and base makeup).

And thanks to The Sample Store, you could too, redeem your free Bio-essence BB Cream series sample, just link on the picture below.

So if YOU managed to refer 20 friends and above, they get to receive a Bio-essence product :)

Ben & Jerry's - LAUNCHING EXCLUSIVE IPHONE4 COVERS!

2010-12-16T15:36:00.001+08:00

Ben & Jerry's will be launching a series of limited edition iPhone 4 covers on 17 December!

With the recent iPhone 4 craze, many consumers are jumping onto the bandwagon of owning iPhone 4s. From the impressive sales record churned up by the iPhone 3, many are expecting sales of iPhone 4 to do just as well, if not, even better with new applications introduced.

Nowadays, consumers are also constantly seeking personalization of their possessions and there is a growing need to have interesting and exquisite mobile phone covers in order to differentiate themselves from the masses.

This Christmas, Ben & Jerry’s is hence launching its trademark iPhone 4 covers. Exclusive to Singapore fans only, the covers come in 3 limited edition designs that are inspired by Ben & Jerry’s trademarks – Peace, Love and Ice Cream.

These covers come in exclusive quantity of 5,000 and most importantly, amongst these covers are 12 one-of-a-kind Ben & Jerry’s iPhone4 covers that come with a Certificate of Authenticity. These 12 units are not available anywhere in the world except Singapore!

Consumers can redeem these special covers at all 12 Ben & Jerry’s scoop shops on the 17 December 2010. In a bid to save the environment, consumers can recycle with Ben & Jerry’s and trade in 4 pint lids for 1 iPhone 4 cover! The mass trade-in session will begin at 12pm at all scoop shops except for Night Safari where redemption starts at 6pm.

It will be a perfect gift for your friends and families this Christmas! And don't miss this chance to get this wonderful collectibles! :)

妈咪的猫!

2010-12-15T22:26:00.001+08:00

妈咪的猫! I love "MUMMY DE MAO" Hahaha. My cute cute mao! Simply love her to the core. She's MY EVERYTHING. Everything.

Blogger Review: Bio-essence Multi Effect BB Cream

2010-12-15T20:23:00.001+08:00

Ok, I believed many many years back, the BB Cream had caused a wave in many parts of the World and also Singapore. The famous one came from Korean and thus it causes many Cosmetics company to go into cultivating BB Cream to arch out a competitive edge. Well, many like BB Cream because it can act as a Concealer and Foundation. Hahaha just the right product for me, as I tends to be very lazy and etc... Of course, the price is steeper than siblings like Foundation, Concealer and etc...

And thus, through The Sample Store, I manage to receive the Bio-essence BB Cream Series pack and yes, this is gonna be a product review for it.

(Left to Right: Bio Multi Effect BB Cream, Bio Platinum BB Cream, Aqua BB Cream)

Ok, 3 products in total and just nice for such a weather in Singapore which is hot and humid. And these 3 products served different purpose:

1. Bio Multi Effect BB Cream - For Coverage.

2. Bio Platinum BB Cream - For Whitening.

3. Aqua BB Cream - For Moisture.

Look, in Singapore, with that sun rays hitting our skin every moment it came contact, it's cause a major hazard and danger. Global warming had proved that UV rays to cause a certain risk for skin cancer and by hitting on the skin, it meant every moment of water and collagen loss thus we need to have certain food intake to replenish that but look at us, how many of us are doing it? So, for ladies, we could have an advantage because certain minerals used in Cosmetics will able to prevent the above. :)

And this product review will basically touch on the
Bio Multi Effect BB Cream.

For this Bio Multi Effect BB Cream, I find it quite suitable for Asian skin. Reason being, I had used certain brand of BB Cream and everytime I apply it, I felt as if I am a Geisha. It caused a mis-tone on my face and it simply turns off people who saw me in it.

To really prove that this BB Cream is suitable for Coverage. Thus is what I had done.

(Applying the BB Cream on my face.)

WARNING: NAKED FACE SHOWN. PLEASE DO NOT EAT BEFORE READING THIS. (You might puke upon seeing my naked and cosmetics-less face.)

I only applied the BB Cream on half of my face.

For better illustration, I had draw a line across my face to identify the differences.

You know for the Younger Generation, we tends to sleep in late and because of stress, we had severe dark eye circles and eye bags. After applying the Bio Multi Effect BB Cream, it had conceal my dark circle and seems to had lift up the eye bags. The side whereby I applied the BB Cream had shown an even toning and complexion of my face (To create the effect of having a FLAWLESS complexion) whereas the one without the BB Cream, shows all the flaws. And I look more energetic after I applied the BB Cream likewise, I look like a Walking Zombe on another hand.

And to show that this BB Cream do wonders for Coverage. I had done another experiment.:

THIS TIME, ON AN ORANGE.

Look at it, I manage to conceal the 2 "uneven" and "black" "spots" on the orange. See it does wonders!

I had also done a video on how I had applied the BB Cream on the Orange. REMEMBER TO PAT instead of SPREAD, ok? PAT! PAT! PAT!

And also, not forgetting...

The Bio Multi Effect BB Cream:

Has 8 in 1 effects with SPF 25 Coverage
Had the strongest coverage out of the 3 BB Cream in this Series.
And for the best and most even application results: Pat the BB Cream gently on the face instead of spreading it out. :)

And WHY THIS BB CREAM?

In a survey done by the HK Fashion & Beauty Magazine among the 6 other competitive BB Creams, the Bio Multi Effect BB Cream emerged as the TOP in terms of being the BB Cream that adheres mostly closely to the skin for flawless coverage.

And also, when applied on an orange, the concealing power of the BB Cream is so strong that it covers even the pockmarks found on the orange peel!
.

SEE?

I do understand that it's the Christmas Season now and its the month of celebration and sharing. AND YOU MIGHT GET A CHANCE TO WIN SOME SAMPLES OF THE BIO-ESSENCE BB CREAM SERIES. Interested? Stay tune to my blog as there's something interesting...

Coming straight up TOMORROW HERE! And it's gonna be a REVIEW on The Bio Platinum BB Cream and also, HOW YOU CAN GET THE BIO ESSENCE BB CREAM SERIES.

Of course, all these are from the courtesy of The Sample Store & Bio Essence. :)

End Of Year

2010-12-13T13:54:00.001+08:00

A few more weeks to bid goodbye to 2010. And a week more before XiaoMeiMei (XMM) is turning 4 months old. Time indeed flies and hopefully another year would quickly go by as I am tired from all the things I am facing. No matter what, I will be embarking on a new journey with a new career from January 2011 onwards.

And I hope the decision I made will be blessed and assistance will be granted with the help of my siblings. Gonna make it work this time round.

Bless me with health, faith and luck.

Till then, may I stuck Toto tonight.

P.S: Perhaps I MIGHT ditch Blogger for good. It's giving me problems with the loading of pictures into my entries. Another note, I might change the whole template. Well, who knows yea?

Decisions

2010-12-03T15:00:00.001+08:00

Hi peeps, I am still kicking alive however I am utterly pissed and disgusted with my Blogger as I had difficulties in uploading some pictures and "reports" and I am in the meantime trying my ways to resolve it and hiding all my frustrations away. Perhaps, let me share with you on my "happenings" all these while.

In life I believe, everyone had been through a phrase whereby they need to make decision, wise one of course and perhaps for this whole year I had been making decisions till I lost myself through the phrase and glad that I found myself back in time to resolve whatever have not.

1. I chose to be married.
2. I ~~was forced~~chose to live with my in-laws
3. I chose to give birth to Princess Maomao
4. I chose to give up my dreams/ career to accompany Maomao on her growing up.
5. I chose to make a decision whereby I will share with you guys at a later part.
6. I chose to sacrifice whatever I have, to make sure Maomao is well-fed and HAPPY.
7. I chose to believe that whatever path I take is the right one with NO regrets.

And the list just adding on...

Perhaps, right now I truly understand how a mother feel. I do have negative thoughts (perhaps most of the time!) but... because of Maomao everything turned positive. I know if I let go off whatever opportunities I had, just to be with Maomao, embarking her growing up journey.

I can earn money, to fulfill my dream of owning a house (all thanks to the new rules!) and etc... But I realise, I can't earn time esp when the earlier years are so important! :( However unless I found a job with focus on WORK LIFE balance, then perhaps, I will go for it. :)

有粥吃粥!

For the time being, I love you all! It's December so happy holidays!

Raffles City - Shop This Way ~

2010-11-26T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hello all! November is ending soon and December is coming. Frankly speaking I love December the best because it's a short month and it's the month of celebration!

HOHOHO! Christmas is coming and Raffles City Gives You New Directions in Shopping!!!

Raffles City had gone through a revamp that there are new additions to the shopping spree family where there's a new route from B2. BEST OR ALL, if you want to get a shortcut to the New Circle line from East West line, perhaps this is something that you need to know!

"Raffles City B2 link is the shortest route from City Hall MRT Station to Esplanade MRT Station!"

As mention above, there are new additions to the Raffles City Family and I would like to take this opportunity to introduce some of the new shops. Before that, let me tell you which is my favourite shop in Raffles City Shopping Centre. I am a sweet tooth thus, introducing...

FRUIT PARADISE CAFE! Located at #B1-44F. I visited Fruit Paradise Cafe back in November 2009 with Gah wai where she introduced me to the sinful servings of creams and tarts. It's a hearty place that can drown all negative feelings within one. So do visit the place for more yummy desserts.

Speaking of which, I would take this opportunity to introduce more of a "yummy-go-getters" than shopping-go-getters because living in Singapore, we had been educated to love good food!

Next on the list would be one of the new addition, The Skinny Pizza. They had one in Dempsey Road too. The Skinny Pizza is located at Raffles City #B1-63/64. As seen from the name, the pizza are skinny and at the same time, yummy. So ladies on diet, perhaps, this would be the place for you to get your cravings settled but with the least calories being dumped on you.

MY FAVOURITE! Of course the pizza came in those ONE big piece instead of the above when you ordered! (Reason is that: we went for sampling so it came in bite size pieces!)

Coming up would be the Soup Broth Asia, located at #B1-62. Behind the scene of The Soup Spoon, the Soup Broth Asia introduces soup of the Asian culture that makes you feel at home! There's the Hainanese kind and etc... If you are a Soupaholic, do visit them for more soupppppy taste!

Moving up to the first storey, there's this new cafe of the Japanese culture called the Tokyo Deli Cafe located #01-16. The interior was design in such a way with sky scrapers done the walls. And there's a mux of Hot Deli, Cold Deli and of course Desserts. Definitely the cafe focuses on putting the Japanese culture together with the Western way of cooking. So ya-da, Visit to try!

(Yeah! Baby mao and I!)

OF COURSE, if you are into fast food, you might want to try something new from the normal Mac'd or Burger King. You can go to The Hand Burger, located at #B1-65/66. Like the name, they served burger of the size of the palm and they had thick and crunchy fries! They had this Nutella Milkshake topped with Marsh mallow that taste so heavenly!!!

And perhaps that's all for now. Raffles City Shopping Centre had some interesting shops that you MUST visit, that would be the store "MY TYPE STORE" located at #B2-15 where it's the FIRST Flagship store in SINGAPORE that matched your bloody type to the food that you eat! :) Interesting, isn't it?

Since December is a month for celebration and joy, why not, bring your loved ones out for a hearty meal at Raffles City Shopping Centre, away from the crowded Orchard Road. There's more for you to explore at Raffles City Shopping Centre when there's new extension coming!

To get to know more with regards to the new store, do visit Raffles City Shopping Centre website with the new directory being added to it at http://www.rafflescity.com.sg/newdirections/

And spread this news to your friends and family! :) I have done mine via Facebook and Twitter! :)

NOW, HAVE YOU? :)

P.S: Pardon my lack of pictures as I had difficulties in uploading the pictures to Blogger! :(

Updates

2010-11-23T22:56:00.001+08:00

Thank you Blogger. My hats off you in making me pissed. I can;t upload a single picture up here and I am suppose to do 2 advertorials. I am going to shift my portal elsewhere if this stays on till tmr.

What to expect in the coming days:
1. Beauty Post that was pending forever in due of a report. Hahaha. Not telling you guys what it is but definitely will be something different.
2. A blogpost about Raffles City Tea Session
3. Taiwan & Hongkong trip
4. Birthday Celebrations

Well, I guess this year, the birthday would be a silent one as I am facing a turning point in life right now to make a decision, fast enough and good enough I hope. And I had just been ACTA certified so I can conduct training right now. Building my portfolio and curriculum. So do bear with me. And I am spending my 22nd birthday with Sharanne dear and of course, my husband who is the one by my side, going through thick and thin together.

All I want to say is that:

I am thankful to be ME and of course, I am thankful for all my friends and family to be by my side when I need some consolation and stuffs. Thank you all!

My birthday wish and present for the year:
Good health to all, blessed with a little faith and also I WANT TO EAT STEAMBOAT. No need present, angbaos will do. Hahaha. Anyway every year my wish is the same. If it doesn't get clear-cut, please refers to my previous post. OWN A HOUSE! I targeted to get it wiithin TWO years time!

Law of Attraction

2010-11-22T13:59:00.004+08:00

I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.
I will have my own house in 2 years time.

Service Quality

2010-11-11T15:32:00.001+08:00

Work and Play! at the same time, service quality! :)

COUNTDOWN

2010-11-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

I love November, because its coming to the end. Whether you like it or not, its coming to the end of the year and I am officially "unemployed" for the past 10months and also, it's my birthday in another 15 days. Which is like 2 weeks time?

I am seriously elated this time round because this time, I got myself 2 advance presents:

1. Sharanne Dear

2. I will be a Certified Trainer from 23 Nov 2010 onwards!

And at the same time, it's 3 more days to Taiwan trip. DO NOT ENVY. Because I pay my own tickets, change my own currency and perhaps spend my own money. If you think SOMEONE sponsored me. NO. SOMEONE gave me monthly allowance. NO. And I think I deserved this break after spending 2 years on my Degree and 12 months of Pregnancy to Birth of Sharanne. I DESERVE IT.

Seriously, I think ALEX ONG. I can't bear to spend $1k+ on an iPad myself but I just bought it for him as I think he needs it for his job! -.-"

I purely survived on my SAVINGS for the past 1 year and work on ad-hoc basis. Which meant, soon, as the amount kept on dropping, I need to secure a work or rather a plan soon. Perhaps, I should just embark on my training career and still, till now, I can't figure out to step out of my comfort zone or venture into a new area. Shall decide after my trip!

Tmr marks a special day. It would be my last day of the last module that I am taking under ACTA before my Final Assessment on 23 Nov 2010.

Oh yes, speaking of which, I saw this Yahoo! article on teaching people how to save.

My tips:

Get 2 separate bank accounts, 1 for saving and 1 for spending. For the saving one, DO NOT GET ANY ATM CARD, IB etc... Just get a bank book. In this way, you can never withdraw what's deposited. And I saved near to 60% of what I earned last time. Do your calculations well! :)

And also, I learn that if no one pampered you. YOU shall pamper yourself. Indulgences need not be expensive. Spending quality time and mind off from work is also a type of indulgence.

Sometimes, I just felt like I am the only one loving myself. Oh well. Nevermind.

AND I SWEAR I AM GOING DISNEYLAND THIS TIME. I went to HK so many time but never once I step into the Disneyland!!! WTF.

Baby Sharanne Makeover!

2010-11-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

Because she had a haircut that makes her look so boyish so I decide to give her a push on this. She had ditched the prev Blue Dino for a Goofy and a Dog. -.- BTH.

SCB World COOLEST Intern Top 10!

2010-11-05T12:19:00.001+08:00

I didn't get into Top10 but definitely am proud to be part of the journey. :) Nevertheless, my peers for the Standard Chartered World Intern Top 10, stands proud and we will definitely meet up soon!

With that, I decided to forgo my fulltime job and embark on the journey of...

THE SOCIAL MEDIA.

But firstly, I need to revamp my website.

ANY IT GEEK would care to give me a push on this?

MY WORLD COOLEST INTERN VIDEO - WILLYNN

2010-11-04T23:47:00.001+08:00

Finally up after so many things that I need to cope during this period but nevertheless, it was a great experience to me. And I never regret all these years, keep a blog and exploring the social media platform

AS...

I HAVE GAINED A HUSBAND FROM HERE! :)

We knew each other on Friendster 5 years back!

WHEN THE LAW OF ATTRACTION HITS YOU...

2010-11-02T23:04:00.003+08:00

I DID IT!

I GOT INTO TOP 20 OF SCB WORLD COOLEST INTERN.

I know I might stil have a long way to go as I do admit that I am not yet a Social Media guru like Xiaxue! But I will do my best! :) And I was in state of shock since I got the news. OMG!

We learn experiences from others, especially the Pioneers of the industry but we do not plargized work. :)

UPDATED: SUPPORT ME FOR THE WORLD COOLEST INTERN VIA TWITTER and TWEET IN THIS FORMAT:

@StanChartBreeze @misswillynn #wci SHE SHOULD WIN BECAUSE (Insert Reasons HERE!)

And of course, the one with the most "attention-grabbing" reason will get a mystery present from me thus you really need to @misswillynn me!

Do help me pass it on. And also, you can read my entry for the WORLD COOLEST INTERN here!

P.S: Do follow me @StanChartBreeze & @misswillynn for more update on #WCI. :)

Once again, thank you so much for your support.

No matter who you are. I sincerely appreciate it.

You can sign up Twitter via: http://www.twitter.com/

In the amidst of doing up my pitching video!

http://apps2.standardchartered.com/breeze-online-banking-blog/announcements/the-top-20-world%E2%80%99s-coolest-intern-candidates/

http://www.flickr.com/photos/stanchartbreeze/5138800702/in/photostream/

THE WORLD COOLEST INTERN

2010-10-31T20:44:00.004+08:00

Food for thought,
Life's short...
But I CAN DO A LOT.

Hello! 你好!नमस्ते,! Selamat Datang! (Racial Harmonyyyyy~) Finally, I am only ONE step away in being the World Coolest Intern. And I decide to pitch myself in rather a different way...

I am not telling you how I am gonna pitch but perhaps the words above and the first picture will give you a big hint. :)

YUP! First of all, I need to emphasize on my NAME because many had misspell it. I AM WILLYNN. It's pronounce as "WILL-LEAN" and it's spelled with a DOUBLE "L" and DOUBLE "N". :) And to aid you guys in remembering my name better, just remember that I WILL LEAN ON YOU. (I Willynn, On you?)

Using food to do a short introduction. :)

MY 1234 OF INTRODUCTION - "I am currently 21, going 22 coming 24 Nov. I have 3 other wonderful siblings and had 4 years of working experience in Recruitment, Sales, Events Management and Marketing. Am working as a free lance EMCEE now and used to be a free lance model. Consider myself as a Social Media Activist as through the years I had evolved from an ancient times of writing a diary book to maintaining my blogger account. :)"

WHY AM I THE COOLEST INTERN?

All the reasons are stated in this particular post.

And it's mainly because I did things the extraordinary way and had an extraordinary life. Don't believe?

You judge it for yourself.

I'm married with a 2 months old baby. Tell me, how many people can do it? And I had just graduated from Murdoch University with a Double Major in Management and Marketing! :)

Best of all, I am ready to fit in those OL dress tagged Size 6 as MY FIGURE IS WELL-MAINTAIN even after the birth of my beloved daughter. HAHAHAHA. Do not envy because you can't see my stretchmarks. I am also currently taking up the ACTA course to undertake the training career in coming future. :) Definitely a people person. I love meeting people, face-to-face or via the networking tools. I love sports, I do Hatha Yoga and Muay Thai in the past and now, I love to weigh-lift my daughter at times. I read a lot and I am a hardcore believer of THE LAW OF ATTRACTION. Of course, I look up to Anthony Robbins and if you do not know who is he, GOOGLE it. I used to be a free lance model and had took part in FHM The Girl Next Door 2009 and got into TOP 10. Was voted One of the Top 100 sexiest women of Asia that very same year.

Other than that, I am going to value-add this with more stuffs to tell about me. There's a Chinese saying, woman must 进得了厨房, 出得了厅堂 (When she's able to cook, she can also fulfill many other things.) and yes, I can multi-tasking with house chores, taking care of baby and cook at the same time. Hmmmm. :)

Evidence can be seen with my blog archives, tweets and the next picture. Hahaha!

View more here!

I am a people person (re emphasize on that) who's sociable but after having FACEBOOK, TWITTER, BLOGGER, FRIENDSTER, HI-5, Skype (Add me on sagejetaime) and etc, I begin to understand that Social-Networking tools have indeed make people anti-social but it seems like we are loving it. Definitely a likable irony.

Oh yes, not forgetting I am too, a member of NUFFNANG. :)

And I am who need to get high end mobile plan as I surf a lot on my phone. My routine of the day consists of

TWEETING

BLOGGING

FACEBOOK-ING

On the daily note, I woke up in the morning, the 1st thing I reach out is my Blackberry (not my fat husband) to tweet people a good morning! And the last thing that I do before I sleep, is to tweet a good night. As for the in-between, I blog, facebook and surf the net... Of course, I do my work and also taking care of Baby Sharanne.

I also had a YOUTUBE account where you could see my priceless and most cherish possession that included the video that I did for my husband few years back, my birth of my daughter 2 months ago and etc... I hold a Flickr account that contains my modeling pictures and serve as part of my portfolio.

View more videos here!

I believe that I had been such an activist that if you GOOGLE my name, you are able to dig up alot of information about me. Hmmmm.

AND IF I REALLY WIN THIS. It must be that, LUCK had bestowed on me and I m going to bestow the luck by donating half of my 1st month pay to a Charity Organization of any choice. :) When one give you an opportunity, you should also give the opportunity to others, a brighter day awaits, especially the needy ones. 慈善不如人后.

"I did my best and have no regrets" - William Hung

That's all for now! Baby duty calls! :)

http://breeze.standardchartered.com/blog

MP Stands For ....

2010-10-31T20:44:00.001+08:00

Its not the Member of the Parliament...

Definitely not something kinky like, Man's Pxnxx. (Opps I realise my blog is of a "G" content not "R21".) But being a die-hard fan of potatoes...

MP stands for...

MY POTATO, MISTER POTATO!

Potato is my life because I am a vegetarian and it seems that's the only food under the Carbohydrate's section (other than rice!) that can keep me full as I had high metabolism and perhaps that's the only food that can be roasted, baked, cooked, steamed, mashed and etc. Rice and Potato are definitely my life! How nice if I could combine both together...

But anyway, being a normal Singaporeans, meal times seems essentials for us but still, we will feel hungry no matter how much we devoured during the meal, might be due to stress, high metabolism (like me!) or maybe it had already turned out to me a habit!

Well, there is a list of crazy things that I will do when I am suddenly hungry at night, especially to curb my Supper-ing habit... To be exact, there's SEVEN things that I will do... Not the lucky 7 but the UNLUCKY 7 because I couldn't curb my habit after doing all.

First on the list,
I will count the money in my wallet or empty out my piggy bank and count the coins that I have. Reasons for doing so is that, Counting can distract my mind from hunger so that I can focus on the numbers rather than FOOD. But normally, I end up counting to see if I had enough to order a McDelivery or what I can order with the amount of money I have... Mega failure. And then I proceed to No 2 on my list as Supper will definitely caused me to be FAT.

No 2 on my list,
I will talk to Sharanne. Because every time when I speak to her, she will go gagaga, then she will definitely smile back at me... And her smile melts my heart which I will tend to forget whatever is on my mind. That's the power of a child. Ha! BUT WAIT...

(It's Miss Popiah sleeping soundly.)

SHE'S NORMALLY (what's abnormal?!) ASLEEP AT NIGHT AND she will not respond to me. Which means... I am back to the square one...

HUNGRY...

No 3 on my list,
This method would definitely be the most common method for all people if they want to escape from the evil demon call "HUNGER". That's to sleep...

But ironically, I would dreamt of FOOD. And the most common dream I had would be A MOCKED FISH (I repeat, I am a vegetarian ah!), mocking at me. And this caused me to be awake, again... Definitely NO JOKE, as I classified this as a terrible nightmare. Horrid. And very terrible indeed.

So, I will go on to the No 4 on my list...
I will walk around my house and see how many steps I take to cover the whole place... The idea of this is to exercise (of course!) and also to distract my mind by counting (similar to No 1) but I usually end up in my Kitchen counting the packets of Maggi Mee or the no. of Cup Noodles I had. And I would usually stacked the packets of Maggi Mee OR the Cup Noodles up, like a tower and at the same time, remembering myself that Maggi Mee and Cup Noodles are all waxed... (I DO NOT WANT TO "WAX" THE WALL OF MY TUMMYYYYY)

But it won't help... So... The No 5 on my list is to share my grievances online. I TWEET. See, making full use of the social portal and see if anyone would share similar thoughts or on the same boat in order to encourage each other NOT TO EAT...

But having many "devils" as friends, most of them would encourage me to eat something! WHY LIKE THIS?!

And despite with my tolerance running thin for food, I went on to talk/ scream at/ disturb my husband which is the No 6 on my list. LOL. A HUNGRY MAN IS AN ANGRY MAN. And that's what a husband should do... Be supportive, shower her with the strength and etc...

But when Alex Ong is asleep, I will tends to disturb him by drawing on him. LOL. But most of the time... He's awake and he's too a DEVIL. He will deliberately cook maggi mee or grab any available food he can find in the kitchen and slurp it down in front of me plus quoting the infamous and 100% unsupportive words, "JUST EAT LAH. FAT OK WHAT. CHUBBY = CUTE AND YOU ARE ALREADY MARRIED, I LIKE CAN ALREADY." See.

Hunting for food.

Hes not even letting the Vitamins off! As long is edible!

He decided on Mango. YUMMY HOR?

SEE. Wanna pull me down together to be as fat as him.

Not even 0.000000000001% supportive...

Can't sleep, feeling hungry and angry and he went to eat in front of me... WHY LIKE THAT...

So I have to resort to the last thing...

No 7 on my list..
THAT IS RETAIL THERAPY. All ladies must have nod in acknowledgment that this is the best way to keep our mind off certain things especially hunger.

Evidence of Blogshopping

Visiting blog shops and etc... which results in burning a big hole in my pocket BUT... My brain always like to remind me of the things that I want to keep my mind off.

SO I always end up on www.mcdonalds.com.sg OPPPPPPS. Aiyoh! Sometimes I just hate the World Wide Web.

I do admit that the above 7 are not really crazy to the extreme as I believed I did more craziest stuffs but these are my COMMON 7. However it excludes the new No 8 on my list which is to Drive/ CRAWL/ Run to MUSTAFA Centre or to the NTUC FAIRPRICE near my home because both are operating 24/7 and...

THE MAIN REASON IS BECAUSE...

I WANNA BUY SOME FOOD THERE TO MUNCH ON and normally I will run to the JUNK-FOOD corner to find my beloved potato chips as I always find that potato chips is the fastest and less hassle to find/ make and etc... Thus making it essential to stock some back home just in case of such "rainy" days... (I had a feeling that if Singapore went to a war, I will definitely packed some bags of chips into my bag. -.-")

MOST IMPORTANTLY, I HAD A GOOD NEWS TO SHARE!

MISTER POTATO HAD CAME IN NEW FLAVORS WHICH COMBINED TWO OF MY FAVORITE FOOD TOGETHER...

BIG SMILE, WIDE SMILE!

When you put RICE and POTATO together...

You will get the NEW MISTER POTATO RICE CRISPS! It taste exactly like the normal Mister Potato Chips but in fact, healthier as it contains NO MSG, no artificial coloring, cholesterol and trans fat free and best of all it's 20% less fat than the normal chips. LADIES, what are you waiting for?!

GRAB IT NOW at the nearest Supermart. I got mine at NTUC, where did you get yours?

And with that, "There’s no need to act like a madman because there is Mister Potato Rice Crisps for you to munch on, anytime, anywhere."

Ohya, I forgot, the NEW MISTER POTATO RICE CRISPS COME IN 4 DIFFERENT FLAVORS:

(Credits to Mister Potato's Facebook Page)

Original
Hot & Spicy
Sour Cream & Onion
BBQ

You might want to join the Mister Potato's Facebook Page for more details! :) LOVE U GUYS AND HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY NIGHT TIME SNACKING. LOL. (I am so evil. Hahahaha!)

Crumbled Down Upon Me...

2010-10-31T14:41:00.000+08:00

My heart break, I bleed tears and my soul left me.

Sometimes, I just felt so useless. Why? My loved ones got criticized and I can't fight back or stand up for them. All I can do was to tear in sleep and did nothing about it. My weekends are spoilt.

I want to dedicate this entry to my family, namely my parents, grandma, big uncle, my wonderful siblings... without them, there won't be me. They craved out the person who I am today and I am proud of them and proud of myself. No matter what happen to me, they will always be the one who stand by me.

When I am real down, they stand by me and tell me to be strong and climb up from where I fell and they shared my sorrows.

When I am happy, they shared my joy.

When I neglected them, they didn't say anything about it.

All I knew is that, I had a self less mum who will do anything just for us and even now, her grand daughter.

It's a fine line between a joke and anything else and if you can't identify it, so be it.

I can choose my husband, my friends but I can't choose my family and I am glad that I have them. My given cue was that, no matter how things turn out to be, I will definitely pick my family than anyone else.

And all I can promise is that, their impression of you will definitely change and I will make that happen. Because I finally understand that, no matter how good the impression they have of you, you always have that bad impression of them.

So be it. I do not wish to hurt my closest kin and yet you choose to hurt me first.

SHARANNE BIRTH VIDEO

2010-10-30T23:48:00.004+08:00

CLICK HERE.

The moment that I cherish.

Sharanne's Rest & Relax

2010-10-27T09:45:00.000+08:00

Sharanne's Rest & Relax Session. How I wish I could enjoy life like how she did it. :( But I guess I need to work hard now in order to enjoy life what she did. So ya-lor...

MY FA is at 1pm and nothing is done! Im screwed!~

Weekends With Sharanne

2010-10-24T22:16:00.001+08:00

Due to the wonderful haze, weekends are stuck at home with Sharanne dear. Which includes, dressing her up. Today would be very army style as I dressed her in the Baby Gap tee that says "Sargent Slumber, Night Division".

Squad! Attennnn-tion!

And I will read to her. Girly books. :)

And she will get back at me by dominating my bed. She's da QUEEN pls.

Highlight of TODAY: She ditched the well-dressed Talking Teddy Bear for a Naked MUTE Blue Dino w Spots (Measles!!!) Hahahaha. I guess she needs to learn to pick her choice well since young. LOL.

That's all. My time revolves around her till I do not have my own time to do my assignments. AND I STILL OWE ADVERTORIAL! :\

Advertorial - Liese Bubble Hair Dye

2010-10-23T18:15:00.001+08:00

This advertorial is for Liese. Anyway, I won the hair dye from Dawn Yang's blog. So ya-da... As I had just finished my confinement, it was advisable for me not to dye my hair so, I gave this honor up to my beloved sister for dying her hair for the very first time. :)

Here's the color that I got, PLATINUM BEIGE. New color, damn nice. :)

Obviously this is my sister's hair. She had never dyed her hair before so, it's black and shiny... Opps.

Ok, pour the contents from the small bottle to the big bottle. Please remember to wear your gloves if not, I will not be held responsible if your hands get stained and etc...

After which, please follow the steps in the video to get the mixture well-mixed. And then, press to dispense the bubble. :)

Spread it nicely onto the hair and massage it. Leave it for 20 to 25 minutes then wash it off and then apply the conditioning lotion onto the hair.

And... I shall upload the end product aka my sister picture soon because I did it quite late and she went to bed straight after everything plus she's very shy...

The end product is quite nice but I realized that you need to massage to get even colors. :) Furthermore, you can check out Liese's website for more details or join their Facebook's page for more details! :)

CHEERS TO LIESE!

CAM QUEEN - VOTE FOR ME

2010-10-20T01:10:00.001+08:00

VOTE FOR ME! JUST CLICK "LIKE". :)

THANK YOU~ And please spread the word. :)

Convocation Night 19th October

2010-10-19T22:06:00.001+08:00

After 2 years of intensive lectures, tutorials, assignments...

I FINALLY GRADUATE WITH A BACHELOR OF COMMERCE, DOUBLE MAJOR IN MANAGEMENT & MARKETING.

The Convocation Night held at Raffles Convention Centre on 19th October 2010.

Pictures Credit To: Hweemay Kaye aka my Sister.

Baby girl smiling. Wow. She's too a little Graduate because she took all my Year 3 modules with me... Hahahaha. Clever girl and a Marketer-to-be.

HAPPY FAMILY. Hahaha. Look. I love the Gown. Damn nice pls... Alex was complaining how come RMIT one look so ...

With my Grandma. Yes, I wore a white shirt over and dressed in Mini-s.

LAST OF ALL. Me with my certificate that worth over ten k. Confession to make: I only spend 10k plus on my degree because SMa refund me the cost of 6 modules instead of 3 which I had took at Kaplan.

WOOHOO.

Embarking on my new chapter. Hmmm it seems like I had flipped through many chapters in Year 2010.

ON THE RANDOM NOTE,

HAPPY 2 MONTH OLD BABY GIRL!

Genes

2010-10-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

I seriously do not know where S get her genes from. She's definitely smart as she's currently 2 months old, she's able to do certain stunts of a 4 months old baby. Well, it somehow reflects how she will progress in the coming future and of course, I had uploaded a picture that says, "WHEN THE ANGEL HAD THE DEVIL'S HORNS". She is LOUD. I swear. People got shocked by 2 things. ONE, her hair because her hair is consider thick and long.

And I had thick hair NOW but definitely I do not have such amount of hair when I am a Baby. It can't be the food I ate because I do not watch what I eat. In other words, Sharanne is a JUNK-FOOD baby. LOL. I am so apologetic man. She's tanned due to the sunning session to reduce her jaundice and I believed its my fault.

Sorry baby and if you happen to see this when you are older, you must remember that it's all CRAVINGS. Ok, excuses again. But anyway I can be ravenous at times during my pregnancy days and I could probably swallow a cow.

On another hand, this is one of her Rest & Relax picture. Often, she would just stay in bed, observe the surroundings and make Ga-ga sounds. Well of course I prefer her to be in R&R mood. Back to the topic, people often get shocked by the volume of her cries. HA. But whatever I guess that LOUD is in my genes and UNFORTUNATELY she inherited it from me.

Also, many people realised that Sharanne had a very distinctive look. She do not look like me or Alex. She had her very own look. Well, people please dig up your bay photos and let me know if she looks like you and probably, if you are some celebrity, I could send her in for some Talent Hunt. Ehhhh, S is too a ~~fat~~chubby baby.She drank 3 and half oz every 2 hours and she will suck it dry. Hmmmm. Need to earn some milk powder money leh. Just kidding. She's the best gift I get from God and I can give up everything for her. :)

A mother's love is selfless so to husbands out there, spend more time with your wife. Pregnancy is a tough journey to walk through and perhaps to make this journey a happier one, hold her hands and walk with her. :) *winks* And if you didn't, remember to do it when you have the next one or, compensate on giving in to her when you do not intend to have another one. :)

Hope everyone had enjoyed their weekends!

Growing Up Moments

2010-10-13T17:40:00.001+08:00

Sharanne likes to make baby sounds now. She loves to do ehr superman and Ah-Gogo pose. She fakes cries and wants attention. She like to be carried up straight instead of lying down. She like to open her legs big and shake. -.-" And etc...

I like the 2nd picture alot. Kawaii baby with good complexion and she look mega cute can?! Will be away from course from 13 to 15 October. Few steps closer to being a Certified Trainer and best part, my course coordinator speaks Shakespeare. AND I HAD ASSIGNMENTS. Okay, I asked for it. Who asked me go and sign up courses...

And I am contemplating if I should get an iPad for Banana. And maybe after course on Friday, I shall go back home and bring Sharanne to town to shop and might meet Helen before her MRA class OR IN BTW HER BREAKS.Hello girl! Dont feel sad! I WILL BE WITH U! :)

2 Cents Worth

2010-10-11T14:06:00.001+08:00

Once again, it's Sharanne's moment. I remember my brother telling me that only the toughest win and I can do it. :) LOOK AT HER EYES.

Super Saturday

2010-10-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

Theres a major difference in packing up stuffs for outing when you have a kid and when you are single. Everytime I bring Sharanne out (even just to go somewhere near) I always need to pack her Alibaba bag. It consists of various necessities and some of her toys to coax her when shes wailing out loud. She's loud in many sense which makes her real cute and irritating at the same time.

I will touch on her Alibaba bag next time.

Anyway, we had 2 evening programmes packed back to back yesterday. First program would be Alex Cousin Janelle 1st Birthday. YES. U SEE IT CLEARLY. ALEX IS 30 YRS OLD AND HIS COUSIN IS 1 YRS OLD. That big gap results in Sharanne having an ahyi who's only a year older than her. Amazing!

Because Alex's Uncle is the Boss of a Ge Tai, i can see many celebrities and singers at the function. And there's a GE TAI TOO. Alex went up to sing...

Ok and the second programme would be my very own cousin, Shiqi's 21st birthday. :) Sharanne challenge me when we are on the way there. She wailed for food and I didn't make milk for her as she had finished her milk before we make our way there and thus I had to make the milk on the spot, in a moving vehicle. LOL. Am proud of myself when I does that. :) And I did that on my alone. Ok. Whatever...

For this case, I will upload my cousin's birthday pictures once I got hold of it.

And I HAD JUST CONFIRM ON MY TAIWAN & HK TRIP FROM 12 to 20 November. :) And I promise to do up a schedule post by then. :)

AND TODAY IS MY BROTHER, MARCO AND MANSON BIRTHDAY. 10.10.10 marks my brother's legal age and also, freeeedom!

Happy birthday boys and hope that you will achieve 10/10 in everything you do! :)